What Are You So Scared Of?

Chapter 6

"Jenna, honey I made breakfast!" I hear my mom's voice from the kitchen. The second my eyes open is when the pounding in my head starts. I groan and roll over, my limbs are aching and I'm still in skinny jeans.. What.the.fuck. Slowly but surely the memories from last night develop in my brain like I'm re-watching a horror movie. Tay knows I'm gay. My best friend has discovered the secret I've been hiding since I can remember.

I try to get up but my head starts to spin and I can't catch my breath. It feels like my throat is closing and I slide down against my wall. I hit the ground with a thud and lean my head on my shoulder but I still can barely breathe. I can't believe Tay knows. She's never going to talk to me again. Shes probably so mad because I never told her and now she's going be all weird around me. I lost the only person I could be 98% of myself around.

I continue to take deep breaths and eventually I start to breathe again. But tackling this shitty Sunday doesn't seem super appealing right now, so I slip off my skinny jeans, put on a fresh tee shirt & underwear and slide back into bed. If only sleeping was an option, I honestly don't think I could sleep if someone paid me to. My mind is flooded with what Tay might be thinking about me now that she knows. I opt to do what I do best, get high and forget about the world for a little while.

a/n
hey hiiiii hope you're all enjoying how the story's going, sorry this is super duper short but yeah.