What Are You So Scared Of?

Chapter 11

I glance down at my phone, which is now buzzing off the hook due to a new group chat for tonight's hang out, and roll my eyes. I unlock my phone and read through them, everyone just asking what time to be over and what to bring, the usual.

Tayyyyy(lmao)👽 : JENNNAAAAA bring weed if you have any. I want this hangout to be lit af

Whak the sack: i second this jen u better pull thru

Alex Gaskarth. : hell yeah, nothing's better than high sex 😛😛😛

Jacky Boi: EW ALEX NO ONE NEEDS TO KNOW ABOUT YOU AND TAY'S SEX LIFE

Hayley 😈 : Who's having sex what what's going on hold on

Tayyyyy(lmao)👽: can y'all shut up Alex sweetie no action if you talk about it what's the first rule of fight club

Alex Gaskarth. : don't talk about fight club outside of fight club....... sorry babe :-/

After scanning through my dumb friends (minus Alex) 's messages, I quickly text back.

Me: yeah I've got some extra bud, don't worry about cash tonight's on me as long as I can get fucked up & someone is my mom for the night :-)

Tayyyyy(lmao)👽: i volunteer !!!

With that I lock my phone, grab my mason jar from under the bed, my rolling papers and I throw a flannel on for good measure. I take a quick look in the mirror, my hair looks terrible so I put on a SnapBack and hope it hides it.

My worn in sk8 hi's hug my feet as I hop down the stairs and to the front door, yelling a goodbye to my mom and telling her I'd probably spend the night at Tay's.

I begin the familiar walk to Tay's a block away, humming a blink 182 song and hoping I don't look like the biggest sketch with a backpack on walking down the street at 8pm.

As I approach Tay's it seems surprisingly quiet, I guess she wasn't kidding when she said she didn't want it to turn into a big party. I turn the brass door knob and it opens right away, and I'm greeted by Hayley, Tay, Jack, Whak, Matty, Jordan, Mike and to my dismay, Alex. Everyone shouts a group hello and Jack runs in for a hug which turns into him throwing me over his shoulder and running a lap around the house.

He eventually puts me down, not terribly gently I might add.

"Jenna how about you roll somethin' good up for us?" Hayley asks with a smirk, and I can't help but blush. We all walk down to Tay's basement, and everyone's focused on me.

I unzip my bag, pull out a few nugs, grind it, and start to roll 4 joints. I get that done fairly quickly, I mean, I have rolled my fair share. I put two on my lips, each one at the corners of my mouth and light them up with a lighter Tay had laying around.

"Me next it's my house you fuckers!!!" Tay yells and laughs, and I pass one her way. By now we've all got a nice circle rotation going of two joints, everyone's smiling and having a great time. I spark  the last two and by now I'm totally feeling the high, my head is so fuzzy and I feel like the room is moving around me.

It's a little more intense than usual, when I picked it up last week I specifically asked for a stronger strain. Alex is allllll over Tay and it's making me sick to my stomach. He pulls Tay onto his lap and kisses her deeply, and she turns to straddle  him. I get up and try to walk away, but my legs have betrayed me and I stumble a bit.