Saving the Winter Soldier

Day 65 - Sadie

I wake up with a warm buzz inside of me. I can't stop thinking about Bucky. The feeling of his is naked body pressed up against mine. How he touches me with such a care and affection. I wish we were back home where we didn't have to hide away.

I scan the security card Bucky gave me to allow access into his building and silently climb the stairs to reach his apartment. I knock twice, no answer. I knock again. Suddenly the door is whipped open and I'm pulled in. Bucky has me up against the wall with his metal hand. My feet dangle off the ground as I try to push him away. I've never seen his eyes so dark. I realise then that Bucky isn't here.

"Pleas-James-"
The tightness is cutting off my circulation.
"Bucky!"
His metal hand drops from my neck and I drop to the floor. I know I'm going to have bruises from that. His eyes are wide as they flicker over me. Suddenly he drops to the floor and holds his head in his hand. He lets out a sobbing cry of pain as if his mind is hurting him.

"Sadie"
"Yes, I'm Sadie"
He looks up and meets my eyes. I go to comfort him but he stands up and moves away.
"I'm so sorry Sadie. You should go"
I'm still panting on the floor, the adrenaline pumping through me.
"I know you wouldn't hurt me on purpose. I'm not afraid of you Bucky"
"But I did hurt you" he turns and faces me, tears falling down his face. I slowly step towards him and place my hand inside his metal one. I lean up he lets me kiss him.
"I'm with you till the end of the line"
He kisses me back as he lets out another sob, this time of relief.

"Sadie, I saw him"
"Who?"
"Steve. He looked different. Taller"
"He's alive?"
"I think so"
"You think so? What did you do?"
"It was him, the Winter Soldier"
"I understand" I sigh.
"I promised that I'd get you out of here. I still hold that promise. Now I know where Steve is, just give me a few days to figure something out"

Our kisses continue and I push Bucky back so he sits down in the bed.
"Let me make you feel good" my hand starts to undo his trousers.
"You don't have to"
"I want to. Let me take care of you"
This is something I've never done before but I've heard about it from other girls.

I drop to my knees in front of him and release him from his underwear. My hand wraps around his length and he lets out a moan. I flick his swollen tip with my tongue before wrapping my lips around it.
"Fuck Sadie. You're incredible"
I start to suck his cock, bobbing up and down on his hard length. I struggle to get over half way and use my hand at the base.
"That's it Doll, take a little more. Good girl"
I look up through watery eyes at Bucky who finally looks relaxed. He's removed his top and his chiselled abs contract as I suck deeper. He's gorgeous.

"I need to feel you doll, come here" He helps me up and I straddle his legs, sinking down onto him. We both let out a deep moan as he bottoms out inside me. I start to pick up a rhythm as I ride him feeling my climax fast approaching.
"Oh my god"
"No god here, just me Doll"
"Bucky!" I come apart as he takes over and continues to thrust up into me until he reaches his release as well. I rest my forehead on his as I feel the last few throbs of his cock. 
"I wish you could stay here all night so I can hold you"
"One day, one day"

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Bucky

I let her fall asleep in my arms for a while. I stroke light fingers over her bare arm. I feel like if I close my eyes, this will all be a dream. I'll wake up and I'll be all alone and have someone else's blood on my hands. I don't deserve her. I've done horrible, unforgiving things yet she stayed. She made me feel human again.

When I first found her here on the base, I instantly felt the need to protect her. She doesn't belong here. She has the kindest soul I know. I've wanted to kiss her for so long, but never wanted to cross that friendship line without fully knowing she wanted me too. And now, I can't get enough of her sweet taste.

As much as I hated leaving both her and Steve when I was eighteen, it was my only choice to get away from my father. However, I don't blame him. Trauma messes up even the best of us. I just regret signing up for Hydra. Of course, I didn't know what I was signing up for at the time.

My mind rattles with a way to get to Steve. There's no way I'll be able to get Sadie out of here on my own. From what I can remember from our fight, Steve's gone through some changes too. Even though he was smaller than most growing up, he was always remarkably brave. I won't let either of them down. Even if it means I don't make it out of here, I'll make sure Sadie does.