My unsaid thoughts -October

October 2nd

I can't lose you; again
If I did I'd be losing my soulmate, my best friend.
My smile, my laugh, my everything

How do you,
How can you explain that you want to burn your insides just to get the butterflies away
Cuz love always lives me in worst shape

People say butterflies are a good thing
They show you like them, they tell you your in love
But for me, butterflies scare the hell outta me
There like a warning for they pain I will feel

How can I be okay when I don't know what will happen to us?

That stupid little call that July night brought more love, sadness and fear than ever
That stupid little conversation, brought so many unsure thoughts of what could be