My unsaid thoughts -October

October 21st

I don't want to write anymore about you
But the only way I get my emotions out is to write
I know I should tell you how I feel
But I can't

I've never been so confliction
Why does it have to be like this
Why can't it just be simple
Why is my heart so confused

I could never hate you
You were my best friend
Just all things come to an end
Never thought you'd hate me
But at least I don't hate you

I love picking flowers
And long car rides
Making playlists for each other
Beaded bracelets and long hugs
I'm not a diamond necklace and steak house dinner kinda girl
That's not how I was raised, I don't need fancy or money
I just need you