October 28th

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The month is ending
New month
New me
Whatever that means
I want to be better
I want to get better for him

I wanna scream
I want you to hear how bad you fucked me over
I know it isn't all your fault
But you still hurt me

I'm sorry
Especially to my friends
They have to see me try over, and over again
And fail everytime
They try and pick me back up as I push them away
But yet they have stayed
So thank you and I'm sorry

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