Captivated by Love (Watty Finalist)

Chapter 30

Hello!! 3 weeks since i last updated........ this is so horrible... but im updating now so thats all that matters right...? no.. its bad! omg im sorry. ill try and make it as long as i , although im not to sure how long it will be.. lets see.. but on with the story!!

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~*Magnus POC*~ 

I pulled away from alec as soon as i heard the gasp.Why did i just kiss him in public again? Alec is going to be so mad at me. And we just made up, here we go with yet another fight to our list. 

I let my arms drop from his neck and i stepped back. Alec had a small smirk on his face as he watches Sinecia's face. It makes me want to laugh. Alec is not mad because Sinecia is jealous.

I stifle a laugh as i look at Maya. She has her mouth wide open and she is rubbing her head. Alec turns toward her with his hands still in fists.

"Uhm, surprise?" He says to her.

"When were you going to tell me Alec?" She said.

"I didnt think it was any of your concern about my love life." He snapped.

Hes getting angry again. But my mind cannot wrap around that because here he is actually telling people about our love. 

I look at Sinecia out of the corner of my eye and he is standing there awkwardly. I rub Alec's back.

"Ill be in Hollands room when you need me." I said and walk out the door. 

Sinecia follwed me and closes the door behind him. I dont want to leave ALec yet. I dont think he is ready to be by himself yet. I have never ever seen him that mad before. And its all because of the baby.

I just cant wait till the baby is older andbrings a boy home. How will he react then? Will we still be together? Oh lord, i need to sit down. 

All i hear when we walk in the hallway is the sound of our echoing shoes. I hate silence.

"So Sinecia, you having a good time in America?" I asked.

"I can see why you love him." He said at the same time I spoke. 

My heart sped up and my palms became sweaty.

"I do love him, very much." I said. 

"You dont love him as much as you love me." He said smiling. 

"How I feel about him is none of your concern." I said.

"Do you love him because when you to have sex he gets angry and fucks you harder?" He said.

If it is one thing i hate more then anything is overly vulger language. I drop my mouth in disgust and shake my hand. Maybe this is how Alec feels when he does something he wont remember. 

Sinecia is done controlling my life. I pull my fist back and it collides with his nose and i hear a crack.  But what happened after that i couldnt tell you. 

~*Alec POV*~

"I guess I cant say anything because im Bi and your Gay." Maya said.

"I didnt chose to be this way, it just kind of happened." I said looking at my hands. 

"Love is love Alec, no matter what. I know you love him." She said to me. 

I smile at her. "I do still love you Maya, im just innlove with Magnus." I say looking into her eyes.

"So you never--"

"Maya, just drop it okay?" I ask her. 

She nods as she looks at Azure. "I dont like that Sinecia." She says.

"Me either. He is still infatuated with Magnus." I say as i roll my eyes. 

I guess i can see why though. Magnus is amazing in everyway. He is sweet and caring. He is so amazingly gorgeous. Not to mention that they were each others first. A feeling of sadness wahes over me. 

That is something I can never give Magnus, he will always compare me to his first. I know he will. But it is out of my control. I cannot control the things that happened in the past. 

I look at Maya and I stand up. 

"Maya, im off to Hollands room now." I say.

"Okay Ali, See you soon."

She still calls me Ali.

~*Magnus POV*~

I open my eyes and im sitting in a chair. Holland is looking at me while she is holding an icecream. 

"Hi Maggie." She says as she takes a lick of her ice cream.

"Maggie I can move my toes!" She screams.

I try to open my mouth to talk to her but nothing comes out. 

"You cant talk Magnus." Alec says.

"They gave you something to shut you up. You were so Damn loopy." He says laughing. 

"You wrote a song too. Its a nice one." He says holding the paper.

oh lord, i just know that i embarressed myself, but at least it is with people who love me right?

~*Alec POV*~

"its hot in here. can i take my clothes off?" Magnus says.

"No you cant Mag." I say annoyed.

"Wheres Holland?" He asked.

"Shes back on her room." 

"Where is she?! I miss her. Shes my bestfriend. I love her. I miss her."

"Lean back Mag."

"My nuts itch Alec." He says.

"Okay Mag."

"Im fine Alec! SOMETHING IS WRONG WITH ME!"

"Stay, lean back Magnus!" I say.

God this is annoying. I dont like when Magnus is on drugs at the hospitol. So annoying that boy is. 

"Can I take my shoes off?"

"No, no, no!"

"I wanna stand!" He screams.

"Stop Screaming Magnus, they have to take your IV out now." 

He looks at his arm and screams. "What is that?! Its a worm! Alec!" he says and starts to cry.

What is wrong with him? Why did the doctors do this to him?

"Gah gah gah nom nom." He says.

I rub my face. This is how he has been since he blacked out in the hall way. Annoying as hell.

"Shut up Magnus!"

"But you love me." He says.

I rub my face. He is so annoying.

"If you press his forhead he'll shut up Ali." Holland says as she licks her icecream.

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LOL! THE LAST PART HAD ME LAUGHING... I WAS WATCHING A VIDEO AND I HAD TO PUT IT IN HERE.. IT WAS SO AMAZING!