Captivated by Love (Watty Finalist)

Chapter 17

*HEY GUYS THANKS FOR READING :) THIS STORY IS NOT OVER YET :)) STILL GOT A DOZEN CHAPTERS LEFT IN ME! I LOVE MALEC TOO MUCH TO LET THEM GO! BUT THANKS FOR ALL THE FEEDBACK AND VOTES! IT MEANS A LOT TO ME! KEEP EM COMING :) EEEEK

i still was not talking to Magnus. Yes I forgave him and then slapped him but I need him to trust me. I made him sing that song for me over and over again! That song just spoke to me. Not to mention his voice is amazing. its been 2 days since I last looked at Maya's text. School starts back up tomorrow and I wasnt ready.

What were me and Magnus gunna do? Let alone what was I going to do with my new found father status? How would my friends take all of this? My school puts people down for being gay. I used to be one of them. I just cant hold this in anymore. I could tell Clary. She was always then sensable one.

I grabbed my phone and looked at Maya's message from 2 days ago.

I dont know how to respond.

'Maya, what do you expect me to do? how do you"need" me?' I texted her.

She immediately responded. 'im starting to show Alec! What the hell am i going to tell people?! YOUR THE FATHER! you cant just leave me!'

I put my hand to my face. She was right. This was my fault. Partially.

'u cant blame it all on me tho.' I texted back.

'im not ali i just dnt wanna b alone in this...' She texted back.

I shut my phone off and walked down the hall to Magnus' room. I knocked and just walked in. He had his headphones in and was singing Ed Sheeran.

"They say shes in the class a team,"

I stiffled a laugh and sat down on his bed. He was still unpacking his stuff. He had things and awards from Russia. I looked at his walls and there were better pictures i could say of him and his friends. This time he was smiling and laughing. There was no kissing or Drinking.

There was this one picture that I fell inlove with. Magnus had a smile on his face and some sun rays were going across his face. His hair wasnt as long as it was and he had some scruff. His hair was blowing in the wind. He looked gorgeous there. My eyes focused on that picture alone.

"That was just before we moved back here." Magnus told me.

This was one of the actual sentences that he completed to tell me.

"Its a nice picture." I told him.

He smiled and went back to singing. I think he was mad at me for not forgiving him completely. I understand. We cant stay mad at each other forever.

I walked out of his room and heard laughing coming from inside my room. I put my head up to my door and heard my friends voices. Mindy, Jace, Simon, Clary, nate, Kyle, and Izzy.

I barged in and smiled at them all.

"Alec!" Mindy and Clary shouted and hugged me.

I laughed and hugged them back. "How was Florida? Meet some sexy girls? Did you get a number for me?" Mindy asked.

Yes Mindy Hudgens was gay. But it was different for girls. I laughed at her. I think it was her I needed to talk to. They stayed over for a couple hours and we just caught up and told stories about our spring break. Most of my stories were fake. Of course they asked me why am I so bruised up. I told them that truth.

I held back Mindy. The rest of my friends left. Mindy gave me a quizzical look but shut the door.

"Whats the matter Alec?" She asked me.

"I need to talk to you." I told her

She walked back into my room and sat onto my bed. I put my hands in my hair and looked at her.

"Alec, you have never needed to talk to me, whats up?" She said.

"I know, but Mindy. your the only one I can talk to about this." I told her.

"Whats the matter Alec?"

"I like someone actually dating somebody I shouldnt be. Its not natural." I told her.

She looked at me confused for a minute but then realizaton hit her and she gasped.

"Alec!" She squealed and launched herself in my arms. "Who is he?!" She pleaded.

"MagnusBane." I mumbled.

"Huh? OMG! MAGNUS!?" She screamed.

I put my hand on her hand and shushed her. Magnus barged in my room and he looked startled. Mindy smirked and looked at me and then Magnus. She pulled him into my room and shut the door. She smiled and hugged us both.

"You guys are so cute together!" She whispered.

Magnus looked at me confused and scrathed his head.

"Did you tell her?" He asked.

"I had to talk to someone." I said.

"You could have talked to me Alec." He said and frowned.

"Yeah, you could have talked to me about a lot too. Funny how that works huh?" I snapped.

"This is my cue to leave. Your guys' secret is safe with me as long as mine is safe with you." Mindy said.

"What would that be?" I asked her.

"Im dating Whitney Burrows." She said.

"Whitney?!" I asked her.

She nodded and walked out of my room. Magnus stood there awkwardly and I glared at him.

"Hurts not being trusted right Magnus?" I snapped.

"Im sorry Alec." he said. "You just wont listen to me Gosh!"

"Your not sorry Magnus. You should have talked to me!"

"YOU WONT LET ME DAMN EXPLAIN. Besides I thought you were over this?!" He hissed at me.

"Yeah? I did too. But im not!" I said to him. "I dont want to hear your explanation! I dont care about your damn exes! i care that you couldnt talk to me."

"You wont let me." He said sadly and left my room.

I screamed and punched my bedroom wall. I am starting to hate my life. What am I to do at school tomorrow?

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SORRY ITS SHORT I WILL UPLOAD TOMRROW

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