Captivated by Love (Watty Finalist)

Chapter 25

~*Magnus POV*~

My heart dropped in my chest. What just happened!? she was sleeping! Now she knows about Alec and I! My innocent litttle sister had to see me kissing male! What would she think of me now?!

I looked to Alec for guidence in this but he just was beet read. Holland still had her mouth wide open and had he hands on her hips. I laughed humoressly and walked to the edge of the bed.

"What do you mean Holland?" I asked.

"Boys kiss boys Maggie? Does that mean girls kiss girls too?" She questioned.

I scratched my head. How the hell does this happen? Why did this have to happen right now?! What the fuck do i tell my little sister?!

"Holly, you see Maggie is just different. Sometimes there are people in the world who get picked to be different. Thats how it is for Mag and me. We got chosen to love each other. Different is good. Sometimes girls love each other and sometimes boys love each other." Alec explained.

I sighed in relief. That was better than what I was going to tell her.

"So boys kiss boys? And boys can love other boys?" She asked us.

"Yes Hol, it doesnt matter who you love in the world." i told her.

"Will I be different? Will I love girls?" She asked me.

"I dont think so baby. I think its just me." I told her.

"I dont like kissing Maggie. Its nasty!" Holland said.

I laughed. She took that better than i thought she would have. But i could tell Alec looked uncomfortable. He looked almost pained. It was like he didnt want anybody to know yet.

"Does Max know that boys kiss boys?" Holland asked.

"Or Izzy?" She said.

"You cant tell anybody Holland." Alec snapped.

Holland almost looked scared. Why was he suddenly changing?

"Dont you dare talk to her that way Alec." I said to him.

He put his hands in his hair and huffed out a loud breath. He was always getting angry over nothing.

"I have to go home and get some sleep. Sorry Hol." Alec said and left.

"Love you too Alec." I said while rolling my eyes.

I sat on the bed next to Holland and i cuddled next to her.

"Im scared to get a surgery Maggie."

"I know Holly." I said while slipping into sleep.

~*Alec POV*~

When I got home my father was sitting at the kitchen table. I have had enough with fathers tonight. i dont want nor do i need mine. I glared at him as I grabbed my meds and a chocolate bar.

"I see you are taking your meds." He said to me.

"Like you care." I snapped.

I tilted my head back and swollowed my pills. I chomped on my Kit Kat bar and took a sip of Dr Pepper.

"How do you not have diabetes?" He asked me.

"I was tested Negetive for it." I said.

My body started to feel less stressted and I was thankful. How could I have snapped on a little girl? It wasnt her fault she saw us kissing.

"Wheres Izzy?" I asked the man in my kitchen.

"In her room." He said while walking down into the basement.

I needed to talk to somebody and maybe Izzy was the person to talk to. I walked up the stairs and down the corridor bedore opening her door. As i stepped in I could hear her laughing at the TV.

"Alec! You damn near made me die!" She snapped.

I laughed as i sat on the edge of her bed. I put my hands in my hair and laid down next to her.

"Whats the matter big brother?" She asked as she played with my hair.

"How do I say it?" I said aloud.

"You can tell my anything Alec." She said.

"Isabelle." I said.

"Alec." She said.

"Im gay." I said while covering up my eyes.

If she didnt approve of me I didnt want to see her eyes. She was the one person I could not accept thatt from. She laughed and moved my hands from my eyes.

"I knew that silly." She said.

"Ho--What?" I said.

"You and Magnus are not too sneaky. Im sure mom knows too. I think thats the only reason she let them stay here." She said.

"Mom doesnt care?"

"You know how mom is. She loves everybody. Shes waiting for you to talk to her. Now dad on the other hand..." She trailed off.

"He doesnt deserve to know. I hate him." I said.

"Me too. But hes our dad." She said sadly.

I frowned. "So mom wants me to tell her?" I said.

"Thats up to you Bro." She said.

I huffed. How can I tell my mother? It was so much easier to talk to Izzy then it was talking to my mother. Yea my mother was accepting but it was so hard!

My mother always wanted me to be the model son for Max! And look at me! Im gay!

I walked out of Izzys room and down the hallway until I found mom. She was reading her better homes and gardens Magazine. She had her glasses on.

I sat on the edge of her bed.

"I need to say something and I dont want you to talk. Its hard enough as it is." I huffed.

She only nodded as she sat up straight and put her glasses away with her book. She placed her elbows on her knees while rwsting her head upon her hands.

My mother no longer seemed immuture like i thought she always was. She was usually fun. But she was still a good mother. As of this moment she looked like a caring mother. a mother who wanted to listen to her son spill what was probably the biggest secret of his life.

I opened my mouth to speak but the words died in my throat. I looked into my mothers Honey colored eyes and my heart broke. I just couldnt do this. But she smiled warmly at me and it just made it so much more easier to tell her.

I gulped and rubbed my hands together.

"Im gay mom." I said while looking down.

Mom brought me into her arms and hugged me. She rubbed my back.

"Its okay son." She said.

I hugged onto her and held her tight. "Its okay." She said again and again into my ear.

Hearung those words come from her mouth just made me so happy. I didnt feel like there was anything wrong with me.

"Now just because your boyfriend so happens to live here does not mean there will be any fooling around!" She said seriously.

"Yes maam." I said.

"I mean it. Doors stay open and there is a curfew! And you and I will have to talk to Max about this." Mom said.

"Im sorry about this all." I said.

"NO! you will not be sorry. There is nothing wrong with being gay! Dont worry honey your fine!" Mom said.

I smiled to her and gave her a hug. My mother accepted me. Thank the lord.

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