Captivated by Love (Watty Finalist)

Chapter 16

~VIDEO ON THE SIDE OF MAGNUS' SONG TO ALEC :)*

~*Magnus POV*~

I layed face down in my clean bed. I needed to see Holland. It has been a week since i last saw her. Also what was I going to do about Alec? He over reacted without letting me explain. How would I do this at school? How does he want me to make it up to him?

I could always take him on a nice date.But he it not ready for all of that. He cares too much what people think. That was out of the plan. I could always, well that was it. I can sing for him. I havent sang to anybody since my mother when she was beaten and bruised like Alec is.

I clenched my fists thinking of my father. Curse him for making me gay. But I would not change it for the world. Alec means too much to me. I am willing to fight for him.

I walked into the hospitol and nurse Cathy looked at me. She nodded me back and I walked down the hallway that always made me sad. What if my Holland got worse while I was away? They surely would have called me right?

I poked my head through the door and Holland was engrossed in a new episode of Spongebob. I smiled at my beautiful little sister. I closed the door gently behind me and she looked at me. She beamed me the worlds most gorgeous smile. Tears welled into my eyes. My poor baby sister that I couldnt protect.

I sat on the edge of her bed and looked at her.a

"Maggie, why are you crying?" She asked me.

"I dont no Holly." I said.

"Im getting better!" She said.

I smiled at her at loss of words. Holland wasnt going to get better. She will permantently be paralyzed in her legs. The car hit her in the wrong spot. I wanted to find the driver and crush his skull and kill him for ruining my sisters life.

They still havent found the man who ran Max and Holly over. I was jealous that Max got off easiser. Although he will now have brain damage for the rest of his life. It was just a wrong situation. If I could take away Holland's pain I would. She could no longer wrestle with Max.

I smiled as I remembered how she would beat him. She would no longer be able to run into my arms when she saw me. I wiped the angry and sad tear off my cheek and gave Holland a kiss on the forehead.

"I will always  be here for you Holly." I said

I walked back into my new "home" and walked into the kitchen. Izzy was helping Max cut up an orange and Alec was eating what looked like noodles.

"Hey Magnus, sit down and eat." Izzy said to me.

I smiled and sat across from Alec. He angrily stabbed his food. I looked at him and he didnt even glance my way. I grabbed m phone out. This silent treatment was just not for me.  I started to compose a text.

'Alec, how can you still be mad!? u never even let me explain. let me talk to you babe. Magnus'

I watched him as he read it. His face lightened a little but quickly darkened as he replied.

'how would u feel if u heard me sayin those things?! and explain what? magnus you dont trust me enough to tell me.'  He texted back.

'babe! you shouted at me and didnt give me the chance to explain!' 

'we r not talking about this now.'

I pushed my way up the stairs and sat on my bed. If he wanted me to make it up to him i would. I started to write lyrics from my heart to him.