Cali, here I come!

Mini rant. Sorry you can ignore this if you want.

Okay so tomorrow I was SUPPOSED to be seing none other than freaking EMBLEM3 I New York. So my mom finally said yes and we were waiting by the computer ALL MORNING waiting for the tickets to go on sale. When they finally did, we were too late. They sold out INSANELY fast. I know a bunch of people wante to go and couldn't but I just wanted to let them know how they've changed my life. I was so unhappy with the way I was living my life before they came into it with their #TeamInspire and such. I was telling my mom how much I wanted to just let them know what they mean to me and what they've done for me and she actually started crying. I'm sorry. I'm just really torn up about it. All the "Emblems" who get to go to the show, I'm not saying everyone going is like this, but they only like them for their bodies. Yeah, I mean, their bodies are AMAZING, but their music speaks to the heart.

This might be an unpopular opinion, hate me all you want, but I don't like Chloe. It's a good song, but it's not them. I feel like, and it KILLS me to say this, they're letting management change them too much. I still think they're EXTREMELY talented, but I miss the old Emblem3. The sunburnt, SoCal, skaters. The cocky (not really cocky but that's kind of how they came off as), bulky boys.

I miss the Emblem3 I fell in love with.

I'm not gonna lie... I cried while writing this.

I'm not a Chloe. I'm an Emblem. Chloe is a song. Emblem is a lifestyle.