The Shield's Love For Each Other (Ambreigns) (Book Completed)

Dean Wants Seth

Roman still bent down to Dean, and he just picked him up and carried him to the bed, and laid him down. He laid down beside him, and tried to hold him, but Dean just pushed his arm away, and turned on his side, and ignored Roman. What is wrong with him, and why is he doing this? Roman finally fell asleep, and when he opened his eyes, he seen Dean looking at him.

"Hey Rommie. I'm sorry, I've thought about it, and your just trying to help, and I was acting like a baby, please don't leave me." Dean looked at him.

Roman laid on his back. "Dean, come here and lay down on me please(Dean did what Roman asked him slowly). Now look at baby. I won't leave you alright. Your right I'm trying to help you, and I will be patient with you, and I know it's going to be hard, and I will be here. Never say your sorry okay." Roman cupped his face and kissed him softly on his lips, and sweetly, and stopped, "Did you feel the love from my lips to yours?"

Dean looked at him and smiled. "Your cheating Roman, I already told you that, but yes I did, and I know you love me, and won't leave me. But that was slick of you to use my line against mine." Dean laughed.

Damn it felt good to hear him laugh again, and I finally seen that spark in his eye. "I have a surprise for you baby."

All of the sudden Dean froze and slowly got off of him, and pulled his knees to his chest. He use to like surprises, but Seth ruined that for him.

"Whats wrong Dean? I'm sorry if I scared you. I was just going to tell you, that I was taking you out if town and away from Seth, and a place where he can't find you or me. A place where you can feel safe. Please calm down." Roman looked at Dean concerned and didnt mean to scare him.

Dean looked at him. "Honest, we actually going some place where we will be without Seth, and he won't know, and it will be just you and Rommie right?"

Roman pull Dean on top of his lap. "Yes Baby Boy just you and me. I want you to get better, and bring you back to your old self and make you believe in yourself again. I love you so much. Now kiss these lips please."

Dean smiled and kissed his lips, and looked at him, and couldn't believe for once he will be safe, and protect, and he has Roman back, and for once he can be a whole man again, but then again. Seth could be right, maybe Roman is wasting his time with a pathetic excuse of a man, who is worthless piece if shit. Suddenly he lost his smile.

Roman lifted his face. "Dean why did you lose your handsome smile?"

"Hmmmm? I'm sorry, just thinking about what Seth kept telling me, and thinking he's right about it." Dean looked at the wall, "You might end up believing it in the end if I can't get better and be a fucking scary cat forever."

Roman got mad, but tried not to show it in front of Dean. "Whatever he said to you I will never believe, he planted that fucking shit in your head, and I'm fucking pissed off at that." Roman said angry.

Dean got off his lap cause he was scare.

Roman realized he got angry in front of Dean, tried to touch his arm, but he flinched. "Dean I'm sorry baby, I'm got angry, but not at you. I'm just so pissed off because of Seth. Listen to me okay(He lifted his face to his..soft and easy). Dean your not a pathetic excuse for a man or worthless piece of shit alright. I will make you see that everyday to show you that. I know you think that because of him and what you been thru, but please believe me your not and never will be in my eyes."

Dean just was scared, but let Roman touch his face. He didn't like this Roman, and hope to never see him again. But he did relax again, and believed him.

"What do you say, we get our bags pack and get ready to catch our flight, and start our vacation. I want to hold you and show you how important you are to me." Roman kissed his lips.