The Shield's Love For Each Other (Ambreigns) (Book Completed)

Seth's Losing It

I finally got my plan into action on getting Dean back, I just need Bray to visit them so I can follow him and get their exact location and they both will be mine. I want him back so much. He needs me, I know he can't do anything without me. I will make Roman watch ever sorted thing I have plan and torment for Dean. I might even take advantage of Roman and his tight ass, cause I know Dean is to scared to even try, knowing his wimpy ass. Seth laughing!

I got Dean's favorite shampoo and conditioner and deodorant and body spray. I love they way my Deanie smells. I got him some boxers, but not like he is going to need them at all. I made sure I had lots and lots of sheets for us, and enough chain to have Roman to reach to wash them for us, but not enough chain to reach me or my Deanie, can't have that now can we. I really didn't care about Roman and his smell, he's not any of importance to me. He just for now going to be our slave and watcher, don't get me wrong his chain won't even reach my Deanie either.

I went grocery shopping and got Dean's favorite food, and Roman can have the scraps and left overs if he is lucky. He ought to be lucky he is even going to be here at all, but I want him here to witness and see how Dean enjoys my love and my pleasure, and how I keep Dean in line when he doesn't listen. I had the bed and tv all set as before, it had to be perfect when he came home. I had no feelings whatsoever for Roman so I did be nice and laid a sheet down for him a pillow he can find.

Between me and Cody and Dustin and Chris. We followed Bray like a hawk, if he so much as made a move we were there. Every flight, bus or train was covered. It's amazing who you know and can know when it comes to watching Bray. He is not even going anywhere without me knowing.

I don't understand why Dean hasn't gotten a hold of me. I knew Roman kidnapped him, and having his way with Dean. I swear I will hurt him for even touching Dean. He thinks he is better than me, well he has mess with the wrong guy. What can he give him that I can't? I know every weakness and strength. Roman doesn't know anything about him, all he knows is what cuddle and kiss him, geez any moron can do that. With Dean he needs a tender touch and a a man who will show him how to make sweet passionate love to and show him he is the only one. Not a big clumsy ox like Roman.

I remember the first time when Dean touched me. His hands were soft and lovable, tender. The way he kissed me was amazing, his soft lips pressed against mine and his hard chest against mine. The way he rubbed my back when he was kissing. His soft lips tasting my warm sweet neck, and licking it. He knew it drove me crazy and wild, and how he made me moan, by doing that. His whole naked body pressed against mine, and we are grinding together, and our bodies get hot and bother and sweaty.

I started to get a hard on and got up and took a cold shower. Damn just thinking of Dean always gets me worked up and I need him bad and Bray needs to get off his ass and visit Dean. I can't go much longer without being inside Dean, it's hurting so bad. I his arms around my necks and him whispering in my ear asking me to pound him harder and faster and moaning out my name. I love when he moaned out my name, it sound so sexy coming out his mouth. Right now I would be kissing his neck and his ear and slowly down his chest and slowly stroking his shaft and again hearing his soft moaning asking me no pleading me to go faster and harder and stop teasing him. I would then go to his ear and ask him to cum for him and as I am stroking him I would feel his warm cum on my hand and I would be going off in him also moaning his name.

I didn't realize I turned on some hot water on with the cold and I had my head down and I just jacked off thinking about all the things me and Dean use to do. I felt relieved but not satisfied, damn I needed Dean and bad.

DAMN SETH IS LOSING HIS MIND!!!!!!!FOLLOWING BRAY AND HAVING EVERYONE ELSE ALSO..........SURE HOPE HE DOESNT FIND DEAN HE ALREADY HAS EVERYTHING HE NEEDS FOR POOR DEAN.......