The Shield's Love For Each Other (Ambreigns) (Book Completed)

Roman Feels Its His Fault

Bray lifted Seth off the floor and then took him to Dean. "What the fuck was in the syringe Seth, and don't fuck with me, cause I will hurt you bad man, what did you do to him?"

Seth just smiled at him, and said nothing. He didn't see the blood on the bad of Dean's head, because he would have cleaned it and wrapped it better. He punched him in the head because he pissed him off, all because he kept calling out for Roman. Then he suddenly quit moving or mumble anything, he still gave him water to keep him hydrated and he kept hoping it helped him lived.

Bray snapped him out of his thoughts, and asked him again. "What the fucked did you give him huh?"

Seth still ignored him and then he got angry, because did they really think he would hurt Dean? So he finally got out of Bray's grasp and ran down the stairs, and outside. He stopped to think where to hide, and then he saw the woods, and ran thru it. Lucky he knew those wood like the back of his hand, and ran in and out of the trees and didn't look back. He was pissed, how in the fucking world did they find him and Dean. All the fucking planning was for nothing.

Roman was still shocked and he didn't have time to cry or anything. He picked up Dean, and started to carry him to the stairs, and Bray stopped him.

"Roman, what the hell are you doing man? Don't you think we should call for an ambulance? It's not a good idea to move him." Bray said and looked at him concerned.

Roman turned his head and looked at Bray with anger. "If we wait for the fucking ambulance he might not make it, and plus we don't know what was in that syringe Bray. I'm taking him now, and plus we're faster than the ambulance Bray."

Bray thought about it and Roman was right and he called for Luke and they went downstairs and into the car. Roman got in the backseat and buckled Dean up and laid Dean on his lap and then he took of his white shirt, and put it on his head and added pressure to it. He will find Seth, and when he does, he better pray he doesn't kill him.

After a half hour they finally made it to the hospital, and Roman carried Dean in and yelled for help, and a Dr and nurse came with a gurney, and Roman put Dean in and follow the Dr.

"What's his name sir?" Dr asked.

"Dean Ambrose." He told the Dr.

"What happen sir?" Dr asked.

"He banged his head off the wall, but that was in front of his head, but he's now bleeding bad, and he was kidnap, and we found him and don't know what his kidnapper did to him. Please help him doctor." Roman said thru his tears.

They came thru double doors and they stop Roman from entering. "Sorry sir but you can't come any further, please go to the waiting room, and we'll let you know what's going okay sir." The Nurse said politely.

Roman stood there for a few minutes and walked back to the waiting room. He went and sat by his self and cried. How is he suppose to live if Dean dies? He is his world, his everything. For the first time in his life , he couldn't protect Dean, all of this is his fault. Dean depended on him to save him, and he was helpless and couldn't save him. He sat there and cried and cried and blamed his self and swore he will get Seth and he prayed to God if he would save Dean he would protect him forever and take Dean away and never let Seth ever hurt him again.

Bray and Luke went over and to where Roman was and both sat next to him. Bray pulled Roman into his arms, and Luke rubbed his back. Roman just let it out and out, and kept thinking he just couldn't get it right. He couldn't protect Dean like he promised.

"That's it my child let it out man, it's going to alright. It's Dean he is a survivor and I know he'll make it thru it. He was breathing when we brought him in and that's a good thing dude." Bray said holding Roman tight.

Luke had a smile. "I have some good news Roman,."

Roman lifted his head off of Brays chest and looked at Luke. He saw Luke pull something out of his bag, it was in a Baggie, and it made Roman curious.

"It's the syringe that Seth gave Dean. I took it and brought it with us and have the Dr have it examine and see what's in it. I knew this would come in handy, and when the Dr comes out I'll hand him this, and I'm going back out and looking for Seth. I'll be damn if he's getting away this shit." Luke said pissed.

Hours passed and it seemed like they been there for days and days. Finally the Dr comes out, and they look at him and don't like the outcome of his look.

"Are you the party of Dean Ambrose?" He asked them.

Roman stands up and walks up to the Dr. "Yes we are, how is he Dr, is he going to make it?"

"Who are you sir?" The Dr said.

"I'm Roman Reigns his boyfriend, and these are his brothers Bray and Luke."

"He in a coma right now, so it's a touch and go. His brain is swelled up badly, and he has a couple of broken ribs. His hand is broken, and he's in serve pain right now. I can tell that his head wasn't that bad, but you can tell someone has punched him in his head, to cause the swelling and right now, with the swelling it's not good." He said.

Roman was shocked and couldn't believe what he just heard . If Seth was here right now he would fucking kill him.

Bray went up to the Dr. "How long will he be in a coma? So your saying he will make it then?"

"Well if his swelling goes down he has a 100% chance of living, but right now it's 50/50. It also depends on how long he stays in the coma also, but most patients come right out of it fast, and talking to them helps also." The Dr said.

Luke handed the Dr the bag with the syringe. "Dr, when we got to Dean, this was what his kidnapper had in his mouth, so we don't know what's in it. So hopefully you can figure it out and it helps Dean."

The Dr took the baggie. "If you like to see Mr. Ambrose, only one at a time please, and follow me please."

Bray looked at Roman. "Go ahead man, me and Luke are going back and see of we can find Seth. We'll be back and keep us on touch okay. Stay strong and let him know we are here for him and we love him."

Roman shook his head yes and hugged them and followed the Dr to Dean's room. He wasn't sure he was prepared to see what Dean looked like. The Dr showed him what room he was in, and Roman walked in and almost fell down. He was hooked up to tons of machines, it broke his heart to see such a thing. Tears just weld up in his eyes, this was what he caused. The love of his life fighting for his life all because he couldn't save him or protect him. This should have been him hooked to these machines, not Dean. Roman shook his head and stood there afraid to even go near him. He didn't deserved to be here with him, he couldn't take it anymore, and walked out.

He left and walked, he had no clue where he was going. He just walked and walked, he hated his self and he could never go near Dean again. How can he now? He can't save or protect him, it's best he stays away from Dean and let him find someone who can do the job he failed at. For once he now knew how Dean felt, useless and worthless and half a man. A pathetic excuse for a man, who couldn't do anything but watch his love get raped and beat. He hated his self and never in his life has he ever felt like he had no use for life.