The Shield's Love For Each Other (Ambreigns) (Book Completed)

Roman Walks Out

The next morning Dean was still happy from last night that he still didn't want to move. Roman was still sleeping and he looked adorable sleeping, and he started tracing the tattoos on his chest lightly so not to wake him. He started feeling like his old self again, and he loved how Roman brought that out of him again. He wasn't depressed or hardly scared anymore, he slowly got out of Roman's grip and put his boxers on and went outside. The morning is so beautiful in the morning, he went and sat down on the step and breath it all in. He can't believe a month has gone by and he has been free of Seth and he can be his self and love Roman like he was meant to be. He was in his own thoughts, when he felt arms wrapped around him.

"Good morning babe, I got scared when I woke up and you were gone." Roman kissed his neck, "Did you enjoyed last night?"

Dean blushed and he was glad Roman couldn't see. "You look so peaceful sleeping that I didn't want to wake you up, and very much enjoyed last night."

"I have to admit Dean I was afraid you won't want to, I set all that up last night." Roman said upset.

Dean turned around and smiled. "I'm not upset Roman, I'm quite the opposite, I am glad you did. I thought you didn't want to since the last time we did, and I thought it was me actually." Dean said upset this time.

Roman smiled and cupped Dean's and kissed him. "I actually thought it was me babe, it wasn't you either. We both were thinking the same thing. I want to tell you something Dean, it's important."

"You regret what happen don't you?" Dean tears started to flow.

Roman started to wipe his tears from his eyes. "Please don't cry Dean, it not that honest. I never regret what we did last night, if anything I wish it didn't end, but to regret what we did never. So please don't cry." He kissed his tears away.

Dean calmed down and away from Roman because he was embarrass. "What could be important that you want to talk about then? I'm sorry for thinking that Roman, I wasn't thinking."

Roman laughed, but lifted Dean's face up to show him he was mad, and kissed his forehead. "Don't be sorry babe, it's my fault for not explaining better. I want to tell you is, I love you so much and your the one I want to spend forever with you, and what I'm getting at is. I want to give myself to you."

Dean looked him confused. "Roman I'm confused here."

Roman smiled at Dean and asked him to sit in his lap. "What I'm saying babe, is I want you to be my first, when your ready. I love you and I'm ready when your ready."

Dean couldn't believe what he just told him. "Are you sure, don't rush into this Roman, your first time should be special."

"My first time will be special cause it will be with you." Roman smiled.

Dean kissed Roman, he wanted to plan the right moment for Roman and romantic, and also not to hurt him also, but mostly when he is ready. "Roman you have to be completely sure you want to do this alright. If you want to back out I won't be mad or upset I promise you."

Roman looked into those lovely baby blue eyes, and he knew in his heart that this is what he wanted and this was the guy that he wanted to take his virginity, the guy he was going to spend this life with forever. He knew in his heart that Dean will be his husband and be the guy to adopt children with, he already knew JoJo loved him, it was just a matter of time when everything falls into place.

We finally got up and got a shower together, and I washed Roman's hair. I love how his hair just falls into place, he never lets anyone wash his hair, but me. He's hair is important to him, and he takes great care of it, I think it's silly, but don't tell him about it, Dean laughs. We finally finished our shower and got dressed, and Roman decided we should go out for breakfast. So we did, the was this lil out door shop that smelt real nice and it mixed well with the salt water smell from the ocean.