The Shield's Love For Each Other (Ambreigns) (Book Completed)

Dean Breaks Down

Few days later the Dr release Dean. They stayed with Bray, and the first few days were the hardest for Dean. In the hospital he felt safe, there was security guards here there was just Bray and Roman. He jumped at every little noise there was. A loud truck or even the thunder of lightening. He would hide under the covers and shake and close his eyes and think he was in the hospital. Being in Romans arms at night he felt safe, but when he was out doing things for him and he can't be with him 24/7.

He decided to go for a walk to clear his head, and think about things. Being in that house drive him crazy. All he thought about was Seth and the rape and the beatings. He knew Bray and Roman won't let nothing happen to him, but he just didn't feel safe. He hardly couldn't do anything, he closed his eyes he saw that room. When Roman wanted to kiss him he thought about Seth doing it and turned his head. When he tried to hold his hand he thought about Seth holding it and it sicken him. Why couldn't he just be normal again?

He goes pass a park and saw kids playing and smiles and then he thought he saw someone staring at him. He picks up the pace and walks faster, and then he heard noises in the leaves. He started to panic and walked even faster and tears streamed down his face, and thinking. 'Its Seth, he is coming for me!'. He thought the person was now right behind him and he won't look and started running, and looking everywhere to hid and pulled out his phone and called Roman.

Roman picks up his phone when he saw it was Dean, he thought he was resting on the couch. "Dean, baby boy you ok?" He heard Dean breathing hard.

"Help...me....Rome! (breathing hard crying) He's.....chasing....me!" Dean said in a panic.

Roman dropped his weights and looks at Bray. "Dean? Whose chasing and where are you?"

Dean was breathing heavy thru his phone and he wasn't looking where he was going and tripped over a crack on the sidewalk, he scrapped his elbow and got up and left his phone and ran into a cave he saw and hide there shaking and hoping Roman would fine him. He pulled his knees to his chest and cried, he should have stayed in the house. How did Seth find him? He knew he would never be safe, he will never live a normal life again.

Roman heard a loud thump, and got scared. "Dean! Dean! Answer me please." He waits for a few seconds, "Dean, please answer me."

"Whats going on Roman?" Bray looks at Roman now worried.

"Dean said someone is chasing him, and I heard a thump, and now nothing. We got to go find him Bray." Roman looked at him scared, and on the verge of tears.

They left the gym and started looking for Dean and thinking of how far he could go from the house. They tried the cafe and then the boardwalk and started asking people if they saw Dean Ambrose and people shook their heads no, and this got Roman scared. What if Seth got him again? Damn it he was careless again. Dean said he was fine by his self and to go, and he doesn't need a babysitter all day long.

Bray tried to think like Dean but that was impossible anymore when Dean wasn't his self. He sat down on the bench and tried to think where Dean could go. He would want to clear his head yes, but not to far from the house cause he is scare man. He figured the best way was to go back to the house and go from there. He and Roman drove back and sat in the car and thought.

Dean started to hear noises outside the cave and closed his eyes and pictured his self in the house and safe in Roman's arms. With him playing with his hair and rubbing his back as they are watching tv together. He opens his eyes, he's still on the cave, and shaking. He looks for his phone and it's gone, damn it he dropped it when he fell. Why hasn't Roman found him yet? Maybe he gave up cause he thinks Seth took him. He needed his phone and he was to scared to leave just in case Seth is waiting for him.

An hour later Bray and Roman decided to go to the park and look around and didn't see him. They went separate way just looking around and hoping to find something. After 10 minutes Roman decided to try to call Dean's phone again and it rang and rang and Roman heard it, and took his phone away from his ear. It quit so he called it again and followed the ringing and found Dean's phone on the ground, so that meant Dean was close by. He starting looking around and panicked, he had to find him.

He finally saw a cave and wondered if Dean would run into there. He ran up to it and looked in there, and there he was. He went to Dean and he has his face in his knees and he looked so helpless and sad. He walked over to him and tap his shoulder and suddenly Dean jumped and looked up Roman, and he instantly he saw Seth, and knocked Roman down and ran.

"No I won't let you take me Seth!" Dean said crying.

Dean then runs out of the cave and towards the way he came from crying and not even thinking it could have been Roman.

"Dean!" Roman chasing after him, "Stop, it's me Roman. Let me help you baby boy please."

Dean hears a voice and in his mind it's Seth calling him and he won't look behind him, he just runs and runs and he's getting tired and he looks down to see if maybe he could see his phone he dropped and call Roman again, but doesn't see it and he bumps into someone and falls.

He screams, "Please No Seth! I'm So Sorry Please Leave Me Alone.....No More!" He starts to back up without even looking up.

A pair of hands touches Dean when he looked down, and panic and looks up and sees someone bend down to him and he closes his eyes. He whispers 'Roman' and he knew he was going with Seth and he just kept his eyes closed.

Roman bends down and wraps his arms around Dean to calm him down, "Dean, shh calm down it's Roman." He's now sitting down and has Dean between his legs.

"Let me go Seth, please I'm begging you." His eyes are closed and trying to fighting out of the hold, that Roman had a tight grip on.

Bray touches his arm, "Dean snap out of it. It's me...Bray and Roman, not Seth! Come on now calm down and listen to our voices, and you will see it is us."

"Breathe in and out baby boy, its me and Bray. Seth is no where around and we won't let him take you. Calm down please." Tears falling from his eyes and on Dean's hair.

"He's right Dean, we would never let Seth take you ever again. Now you listen to my voice, it's me Bray." He now rubbed his knuckles with his hands.

After a few minutes Dean finally calmed down and opened his eyes and seen Bray, and then looked up and saw it was Roman holding him. He laid his head into Roman's chest and cried and wrapped his arms around him and told him everything. They sat there for 20 minutes holding each other and not saying anything.

Finally Roman whispered in Dean's ear, "You alright to leave baby boy?"

Dean shakes his head yes and Bray helps Dean up and Roman gets up, and he reaches for hand and holds it and they walk to Bray's car and Roman sits in the back with Dean and holds him all the way home. Dean ended falling asleep on the way to the house on Roman's shoulder. Roman kisses his head and smiles, and glad he found Dean.

He carries Dean to their room and lays him down. He saw the scrap on Dean's elbow and cleans it up and wraps it and climbs in the bed with him and holds him. He wraps his arms around Dean and plays with his hair and watches him sleep. He felt so bad for his baby boy for going thru what he did and took him forever to find him . He knows it's going to take a while to get over this. He now knows he can't leave him alone by his self even if he says he is alright alone.