The Shield's Love For Each Other (Ambreigns) (Book Completed)

Shocking Mumbled Words

Bray and Roman finally made it to the hospital. They got into the elevator and up to the floor of Dean's room. Once they got to the floor the got off and started walking towards the room. Roman stopped and took a deep breath, because the last time he did this he left. He still waited and Bray waited with him. He walked in and expected to see tons of machines, but most of them gone. He hugged Luke and thanked him for being there with Dean. He went to Dean and held his hand and kissed his forehead. He didn't realize Bray and Luke left.

"I'm sorry Dean I left baby boy. I was scared and I didn't know what to do. I didn't mean to leave this long, it's been a month and I hope you can forgive me. I thought if I wasn't here Bray and Luke could protect you since I couldn't. I am so sorry I couldn't protect you from Seth. I figure me out of the way you would be better off, but Bray showed me differently. You need me just as much as I need you babe. Wake up please so I see those beautiful baby blue eyes." Roman pleaded with him.

Roman sat down on the chair next to the bed, and pleaded with Dean to open his eyes and confused his love, but won't work. He wish he knew how to get him open them, but nothing. He felt tears come out of his eyes, and he held Dean's hand and rubbed it.

A few hours passed and Roman sat there and watched Dean breath in and out, and finally got up and walked over to the window and *sighed* . He couldn't help but wonder what Seth was doing and where he was at and why he did what he did to Dean. He actually thought he loved him, after all wasn't he the one that confessed his love to all of us. After all these months he still wonder what happen to make Seth even do this to them? He couldn't help it but he love the son of a bitch. Hell I'm sure even Dean still loves him deep down.

He wonders if Dean (looking at him) ever wished he ever got Seth into this relationship with us? He thought sometimes he didn't and sometimes he did. Back then it was a good thing, but it had it perks, and then it didn't. Seth just used both of us, well mostly just me to get to Dean, but deep down I know Seth loves me also. I felt that thru his kiss, didn't I and thru his love making. He was shaking his head and looking at Dean. He had to fix this, he had to first fix him and Dean and get him back to his old self and then go from there.

Bray and Luke walked in and noticed Roman was distanced and Bray walked over to Roman and tapped his shoulder. "Alright there Roman? You look lost there in thought care to share there."

"Yeah just thinking about a lot of things Bray, like how we got here and how I'm gonna fix this. Seems like eternity since all this happen and seems like this is never gonna get fix you know." Roman looked out the window.

Bray stood next to him rubbing his beard and looking out the window also. "I know what you mean Roman. It was a perfect at first right, and then it a came tumbling down. Roman its all gonna work it self out, but it's up to you and everyone whose in it to make it happen."

Roman just shrugs his shoulders and looks at the window and smiles. Bray pats his back and smiles back and goes and lays down on the couch and puts his hat on his face and goes to sleep. Roman yawns his self and looks over at Bray and laughs and shakes his head. He walks over to Dean and reaches his hand and then kisses his forehead.

"I love you Dean."

He then lays his head down next Dean's head, and fell asleep.

A few hours later...

"Ro-Ro-Roman...." Dean mumbled.

Roman jumped when he heard Dean say his name. "Dean, did you say something baby boy?"

Dean mumble again. "Ro-Ro-Roman...."

"I'm here Dean!" He held onto his hands.

Bray heard Roman talking and got up and walked over to him and Dean again mumbled something again but it wasn't Roman's name it was.......

"S-S-Seth I- I-I N-N-Need Y-Y-You."He mumbled now.

Roman was shocked and let go of his hand and backed away..................................