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Dean couldn't take much more so, if that is what it took for Seth to get out of him then he will do it.

"Roman, come help, me please it hurts." Dean cried.

"That's it baby, that's how I want it...Again say it again." Seth said pounding him harder, and deeper.

Dean said it again thru his tears. "Roman, (sniffling) please h-help m-me....(sniffling) I-It h-hurts (cries harder) so bad, p-p-please." He felt so humiliated.

Seth loved every bit of it and he stroked Dean off and Dean cummed fast, and then he cummed in his ass. He pulled out of his ass, and looked down and seen blood.

"Fuck, I'm sorry Dean, I didn't mean to hurt you that bad babe to make you bleed." Seth said.

Seth got up and got dressed, and went into the bathroom and ran a bath for Dean, went back to Dean and put the neck collar around his neck and unlocked the leg ankle and went back to the bathroom and turned off the water. He stood in the bathroom doorway, and seen Dean limbed on the floor crying, and he felt so bad. He went over and carried him to the bathroom and laid him in the tub.

"I'll be right back Dean, I'm sorry." Seth said concerned.

He went back to the room, and cleaned off the bed and put fresh sheets on and threw the old ones by the washer, and looked at Roman and he looked pissed, and Seth didn't care. He cleaned up the mess and went back to Dean, and seen him just still sitting there.

"I'll help you wash up, and I'm sorry!" Seth said.

Seth washed Dean real good and then helped him up and dried him off and helped him in the bedroom and sat him down on the bed and got him a pair of boxers and helped him with them on. He laid Dean on the bed, and then checked on Roman, and he was sitting there on the chair.

"What the fuck did you do to him Seth? I swear when I get loose, your ass is mine. I can tell you fucking broke him, he was a whole man, and now he's is back to what he done to him before." Roman looked at him pissed off.

"He's fine Roman, don't worry about it. I'm taking care of him okay, get some rest. I left the light on and if you paid half attention you would have seen there are blankets and pillows. I'm trying to be fucking nice here Roman, appreciate it." Seth said frustrated.

"Being nice is letting us go, you prick, and you beating the hell out of Dean and raping him isn't nice." Roman said annoyed.

Seth walked away, and went back to Dean. He seen the spark gone from his eyes. He handcuffed his wrist back up, and turned off the big lights and he stripped down to his boxers, and laid down next to Dean, and held him. He pecked Dean's lips and kissed his forehead, and told him he was sorry, and laid his head on his chest, and laid there.

Dean just laid there, he seen Seth come back and stripped down to his boxers and laid down next to him. He peck his lips, and kissed his forehead. He heard him say sorry, and tears still falling from his eyes and not from Seth saying sorry, just for yelling for Roman to help him knowing he couldn't and Seth hurting him. Pained him more laying on his chest, and sleeping next to him. What is weird, is it felt good was to actually have someone to hold him. He didn't realized that he put his head on Seth's head and closed his eyes, he imagined it was Roman.

Roman sat on the floor and cried. He hurt so bad hearing Dean call for help, and couldn't help him. Seth did that on purpose, and all he wanted was to hold Dean. Seth finally broke Dean, and there is no way to bring Dean back without actually proving he is worth it. He will want to stay now with Seth, I might have lost Dean forever. My first love is gone thanks to Seth, I might as well die and just forget about living. He pulled his legs up to his chest, and let the tears flow.

The next morning Dean woke up and felt someone warm and cuddling next to him, and blankets. He smiled and seen Seth,, wait did he actually smiled, what is wrong with him. He was sore all over, and could hardly move and when he did, he moaned in pain. That woke Seth up and he was in for it.

"I'm sorry Seth, I didn't mean to wake you up, please don't rape or hurt me. I can't take no more." Dean begged.

Seth smiled. "Dean calm down, it's alright. I'm not gonna hurt you honest. I need to get up anyways to make us breakfast." He reach to touch Dean's face.

Dean flinched when he touched his face, cause he was sure Seth was going to slap him, but he didn't. Seth just got up and uncuff Dean, and went upstairs. It wasn't like Dean could move anyways.

"Roman...are you alright over there?" Dean asked worried........no response, and asked again..."Roman...please are you alright please answer me."

He slowly got up, and his whole body hurt him so fucking bad. He didn't care Roman was more important to check on. He finally got up, and he couldn't, no matter how much he tried he couldn't. He crawl, to where he could see Roman. He seen him curled up in a ball, and he couldn't tell if he was sleeping or passed out.

"Roman, please answer me, I'm worried." Dean started feeling tears coming from his eyes, "Roman, please."

Roman finally lifted his head up, and looked at Dean, and seen his bruised up face and body. He couldn't look at it without feeling guilty, so he put his face back down. He can't believe he looks like that and there's nothing he could do about it.

"Roman please look at me, I need you to. I want you to, I can't do this without you baby. Don't give up on me, don't let me give up on myself. Knowing your here, gives me hope that were going to get out of here, and survive." Dean looked at him.

Roman didn't know what to think, he just wanted this nightmare to end. He wanted to wake up, and actually be holding Dean. Not here watching his love being beating and raped, and watching and knowing there is nothing he can do. What made it worse knowing Seth made Dean yell for him.

"Roman I wish you would take to me. Your silence is killing me, I love you. Tell me what your thinking, what your feeling." Dean pleaded with him.

Dean gave up and started crawling back to his bed, and then he heard Roman say something. He crawled back to Roman and hoped he would talk to him.

"Roman baby, did you say something? Talk to me please." Dean once again pleaded with him.

Roman got up and got as close to Dean, but not close enough for him. "Dean, I can't take it anymore, I can't stand to see you hurting. Stop fighting Seth Dean, do what he asks. No more fighting with him, just so he will stop beating you okay. Please do this for me Dean, I can't handle this or you screaming anymore. Promise me Dean right now, I mean it promise me."

Dean looks at Roman and couldn't believe what he just said. Really give into Seth without fighting could he do that, but why did Roman want him to do it?

OMG SETH IS A REAL SICK FREAK!!!!!!!! WOW SETH ACTUALLY FEELS BAD HURTING DEAN AND HELPS HIM.....HMMMM!!!!!! I CAN'T BELIEVE ROMAN JUST TOLD DEAN TO STOP FIGHTING SETH AND WANTS DEAN TO PROMISE HIM.......WILL DEAN DO IT?????? WHAT DO MY READERS THINK WILL HAPPEN LOVE HEAR YOU THOUGHTS.....

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