Die for You

20| Jade

I'm unsure of why Daryl called me over to Amethyst. He and Joseph hate each other and yet he wants to talk to me? I find it strange.

But here I am, at the Amethyst Base, talking to Daryl. Actually more like having a drink with Daryl.

He seems upset. And out of genuine concern to a human I asked him, "What got you so fucked up?" I took a sip of my Vodka as I asked him that. The dude has no beer or tequila, just fucking Vodka, and it's strong as hell.

He looked at me sadly and I noticed he was drunk, "I'm so lonely~!" He yells as he suddenly hugs me. I was confused. Doesn't he have a girlfriend? I lightly pat his back, unsure of what to do or even what to say.

"What happened to Riley?" I asked him.

He looked up at me and sniffed, "She's visiting her parents in another country." He says, sounding like a child.

I wonder which country? But that's not something I should ask, otherwise he would have told me.

I sighed and pushed him off of me. "Let's get drunk and cry mother fucker." I said to him, He nods and that's when we made the fucking mistake.

The next hour was a blur. All I can remember is us laughing and snorting. Then there was us getting close and I remember the next moments were where we screwed up.

He pulled me into his bedroom and we undressed, the next moments were tense, heated, full of moans and groans. His hands on mine.

Then it went dark...

I woke up the next morning, groaning. My head hurts. What the fuck happened? I didn't even know where I was, I assumed it's my bedroom. I turn to my side to face the person next to me, thinking that it's Joseph.

"Morning baby..." I whisper, my eyes slowly opened to look at him, only to see that it wasn't Joseph at all.

Oh shit. I screamed, causing Daryl to wake up in a panic. He scrambled and looked around the room and when his eyes met mine, he seemed surprised. "What the fuck?!" He yelled.

"What the fuck!" I yelled back. Then I realized he was naked, and I was naked. We were both naked, laying in bed together, not remembering anything of the night before. But we both knew that we fucked up.

"Did we..." I whispered, running a hand through my hair.

He nodded, "I think we did..." He answered.

No, no, no no no no. Shit. I can't believe I did this. I fucked another person while I'm engaged? He has a fucking girlfriend.

"Shit." I said as I scrambled to find my clothes, when I found them I kicked him out of his room and put the clothes on. When they were on I stormed out of the room and quickly left the base. I knew Daryl was watching me as I left.

I can't believe this happened. How could I have done this to Joseph? How could I have done this to me?

It's been a week since the incident and I still haven't told Joseph. I'm scared. What if he breaks up with me? I swear I don't feel that way about Daryl. It's my fault for even drinking with him in the first place!

But I know I have to. I know I need to. He's the most understanding person I've ever met. Maybe he will understand that the whole thing was a mistake. Right?

I put on one of my t-shirts as I walked out of my bedroom and made my way towards the stairs. I told Melody and Henry, they know about what happened. Henry was fucking passed, apparently the hate between Daryl and Joseph is nothing compared to the tension between Henry and Daryl. Melody just comforted me and told me I need to tell Joseph, not right away, but I should before the wedding. I've waited long enough, he needs to know and he needs to know now.