[kodachrome]

2. The Everlasting

Another day passes by

And I'm missing you like there's no end
So eternal, it hurts
No words nor pages would ever be enough
To explain my feelings towards you
Who threw the arrow of love
Never ending, directly to my heart
Pains me to be far from you
Yet the only peace I find

Is whenever you're not near.

Past

Feeling of missing something
I still can't process or define
What is it
Yet, I'd be seeing those pictures
Old videos and your smile
Seemed so kind to me, my heart melts
Happiness around your eyes
Healing from a pain, enjoying your days
So young and so sweet
How come right now
All I see is a man who's hiding something
You, kindly touching my soul
Conversations that never end
Joyful and interesting, I'm in love
But when angry
You throw arrows at my heart
Hurting me with actions and words
Running away, getting me out of your life
Apologizing back to it
Talking without knowing
There's more of you I don't know yet
It's making me feel anxious
I'm afraid I might fall out of love.

Recording

Childhood memories are being told
Sweet and kind, smiles were captured
Pictures over the walls and a lighted joint
Secret videocalls, laughing in silence
Dreaming about a future, plans vanished
The happiness in your voice when you talked about it
The past that you don't seem to let go
What happened? Why did you turn out so villainish?
Sweet words trying to attach me
I know it all, despite being young
I can see it all, despite being blindly in love
Cleaning the way to have you by my side
Even when I didn't deserve the mistreatment
I'd clean it, I'd fix it, I'd fight for it
Even when it's not my fault, I must repair it
When smiling I forget about the pain
And I know this must be the last call
Last time to see each other at all
But oh man, beautiful man, I'm praying
On my knees with bleeding heart
That you'll change
And that your heart won't ever belong to someone else
And that I'll see you again.