Life is as intense as you want it to be. People in it will bring either tremendous joy or an unbearable pain. She could heal in revenge, hell being her home. But healing through words is the only way of keeping her sanity. Covering the shades of bla...
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There is not much to say
About a man who would lie to my face Or regarding a man who would laugh at my beliefs Both of them met me at the wrong time While I gave them my righteous soul Stayed friends with one The other would think about me as a cheap one Doesn't matter, the truth is I couldn't care less about these two.
Shortest.
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Trust
Curly hair, stripe shirt Pretty smile, dimples on He sat next to me and asked my name Almost similar, we started to talk One thing lead to the other And now I find myself Making out with him at the stairs Passionate kisses, it's been so long Since I last tasted a guy's lips Brand new cigarettes, smelling his neck Little would he know I could also smell some of his lies
Curly hair, yellow shirt Serious face, tall as hell He sat at the front row and looked at the board Wasn't until a couple of months later That we would be friends Fighting to have his love towards me When I got it, I'd make out with him at the stairs First kisses for him, I'd feel embarrassed about it He wouldn't even touch me, culture here Is entirely out of my comprehension He hates the smell of smoke Little would he know I couldn't tolerate some of his shits.
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Behavior
Some white stairs on a September afternoon Sun all down, brightest stars aligned Cigarette smell, lips against mine Blowing my mind, heating the vibe After some days, a lie is underneath his breath The past is still in his heart I can't do much but to leave While he is running, trying to catch my soul I'm already long gone
Some old jokes on a May night So in love with him, until realizing He would never accept me as who I am Seems my sexuality is a topic of disgrace In a Christian household, he hides from my sight Pretending to be okay with everything I said I take my feelings somewhere else While he is claiming to have changed I'm already long gone
Some tears fall apart on a November day I sat and realized my truth All alone in the middle of my room I would never go back unless for some kisses Whenever I'm broken hearted Deep inside, I feel an emptiness can't be solved I can't control it, the one I loved is gone While both of them are claiming I'm the bad one I'm already long gone
[I don't care. I'm already long gone]
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Letters
I wrote some letters back when I was in love Before him screaming at me And throwing words at my dress I doubt he still has them now Again, I wasted my words on someone Worthless of my affection
I wrote some letters back when I cared Before the lies and disappearing in a party He never cared, and now we kissed again I felt nothing but the pleasure of not loving Again, I still miss my Marksman the most Worthless of my affection.
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