My Heart Is Open

She Will Be loved

*Adam's pov

I can't believe a 10 is plus size. Lacey's words kept playing over in my head, "despite what you think, that's how it is". It infuriates me. "Addy" her voice pulled me back, she always pulls me back, "come on stop fuming. This world is messed up I get that, now anorexia is beautiful it makes no sense but we can't change that" she said. I chewed my lip, "I can and I will" I said dragging her back to the car. "Where are we going I thought you were going to show me around. I'm not sure when I'll be back" she said stopping and using my momentum to pull me back. I watched her fidget with her clothes. I nodded my voice failing me. "Alright" I said slipping my arm around her waist. "I love you Lacey Joy" I said kissing her deeply. She moaned into the kiss and bit my lower lip tugging as she pulled away. "I at least want one more shop and something sweet" she insisted. I rolled my eyes. "How about 2 shops and ice cream?" I countered. She thought a moment and grinned, "yes please" she said. I pulled her close and walked down the street toward another shop.

"Babe, how many pairs of sunglasses could you possibly own?" I asked watching as she tried on four more pairs. "How many modes of transportation do you own?" She asked flicking a challenging glance at me. I raised my hands in surrender, she has a point. I smiled watching her make various faces in the mirror with different pairs. I bit my lip, she is effortlessly beautiful. I crossed the aisle separating us and stood behind her, resting my hands on her hips. My head resting on her shoulder. "Those ones" I said watching her lips turn up in a playful smile. "Okay" she smiled turning to face me. "I love you" I said wanting to make sure she knew it after everything we've been through. "I know Addy, I love you too" she said her palm on my cheek. I closed my eyes savoring her touch. "Take me home" she whispered brushing her lips against mine, before kissing me hard running her hand down my front. I reacted instantly, unable to resist her. I haven't been able too since we met. "Come on" I whispered placing the sunglasses on her head and tossing more than enough cash at the cashier. We raced to the car, suddenly needing the privacy of our hotel. I tossed her bags in the back and got in speeding off. Her hand caressing my thigh only causing more frustration at the fact I can't have her here and now. I glanced over seeing her bite her lip. "Fuck babe, you gotta let up" I begged trying to focus on the road and how to get back to the hotel. She laughed a sexy, sensual laugh and she leaned over kissing my cheek. I slammed on the breaks in front of the hotel and she slid over on my lap, "I need you" she whispered kissing me before pulling away and getting out of the car.

I ran out after her tossing the keys to the valet to park the car and a $20 to the bell boy yelling to please get our bags, and just barely made it to the elevators before the doors closed. Lacey was chewing her lip driving me crazy with want and need. I was panting as we rose to our floor. I caressed her cheek and pushed her up against the wall, she moaned wrapping her leg around my waist. I groaned as she tightened her hold and pulled us closer. "I need you" she said again, her eyes dark and hungry. I'm sure our eyes matched and I pushed my lips to hers and swiveled my hips grinding into her. Her breath caught and she stifled a moan with my mouth. The doors opened on the top floor and I dragged her out and down the hall. I don't know what happened back there but I need her as much as she needs me. I kicked the door open wrapping my arms around her waist and pulling her inside and kicking the door shut. She locked it behind her moving her hands back to my hair and walking us backward to the bedroom. I picked her up and carried her tossing her on the bed and straddling her waist, not breaking the kiss once. "Adam" she moaned. She broke the kiss and pulled off my shirt before fumbling with my belt and bringing our lips back together. Her urgency has me breathless and wanting to rip her clothes off and have my way with her, but she started this, I'm letting her lead.

I pulled off her shirt adding it to the growing pile and claimed her mouth once more. I pushed off her skirt, using my foot to fling it off her and across the floor. She pushed my jeans down and rolled us taking the top position and pulling off my jeans. She straddled me and tossed her bra to the floor and leaned down to kissing me long and slow. She's changing tempo, there's no need to rush now, she has me for as long as she wants. I ran my hands down her bare back feeling her shudder under my touch. She came up smiling down at me and slid off. I watched as she slid off my boxers and her panties tossing them aside without a care. I admired her perfect body as she climbed back on top, her strong legs on either side of mine. I ran my hands up her thighs cupping her perfect ass. "I love you" she whispered falling against me. I nuzzled her neck, "I love you too" I said.

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She stretched yawning and kissed my chest before waking up fully. "Hey gorgeous" I smirked. "Hey" she smiled up at me. I kissed her lightly running my hand along her beautiful curves. "Okay out with it" she said eyeing me. "What?" I asked looking into her eyes. "What are you thinking?" She asked. "Nothing" I shook my head. "You're still pissed about the dress thing" she said. It was a statement not a question. "Okay yes!" I said getting irritated again. "Babe, don't. It's not a big deal" she insisted again. "But it's not right!" I said shouting. "Temper temper babe. You'll give yourself a heart attack if you don't calm down" she said as she caressed my cheek. I kissed her palm, "I'm making a change, I'm not standing for this" I said calmer than before. "Model for me?" I asked. She eyed me curiously, "no way" she laughed. "Please" I begged. Her eyes softened and she stared at me. "Fine" she said a few moments later. I smiled and kissed her, "don't move" I said and got up searching for a pad of paper and a pencil. I turned on the lights and watched as she pulled the sheet around her. I pulled the sheet off and stared down at her and started sketching keeping the sheet from her reach. "Adam!" She yelled annoyed. "Wait" I grinned. "I'm naked" she reminded me. "Oh I know" I grinned wider. "I thought you were designing clothes!" She yelled. "I am wait, I'm getting your body, I'll draw clothes over it relax" I said. She groaned but relaxed. Once I sketched her outline I committed it to memory. I smiled and started sketching out a dress over it.

She sat up looking over my shoulder, "I like it" she said softly. "Yea?" I asked. She nodded kissing my shoulder. "You'll be good at this" she said and got up. I watched her saunter off to the bathroom. The water turned on and I listened as the tub filled. "Aren't you going to join me?" She asked a few moments later sticking her head out. I smirked dropping the notepad and pencil and went to join her. She was sitting in the tub lounging back, her eyes closed. I smiled, "well?" She said sitting up and scooting forward leaving room for me behind her. I climbed in and pulled her back close to me, my arms around her shoulders and chest. "I'm happy" she said resting her head on my shoulder. I kissed her neck, "I'm happy too baby. I'm glad I held on to you and broke down that wall" I admitted. "I'm glad you did too. You were very persistent" she said a slight giggle escaping. "I had to be, you didn't make it easy" I said. "This will all work out right?" She whispered a hint of doubt creeping up her voice. "Yes, I'll be here nothing will stop me. And I'm sure Rachel would help if I asked her to look out for you" I said. She nodded, "then I can't wait to have a family with you" she said and melted my heart.