Unsteady // kiani ff

Chapter 5

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Will
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I was about to grab my blade when I heard the door swing open. It was no one but Jordan.

"Fuck it! I can't take it anymore! I fucking love you William!" He runs toward me and embraces me into a huge hug. I hug back.

My crush since grade fucking two, likes me?

"This isn't a lie or a prank is it?" I ask him.

"No, Will, I fucking love you so so so damn much. I don't want you to ever leave this world, I never want you to leave my arms. I want you to be okay, I want you to be happy." Jordan says to me. I start to cry on his shoulder as he hugs me tighter.

"I'm so sorry I was being an ass and not caring. I really did care, I just didn't want to accept the fact I'm gay, or bi. I just don't know still." Jordan says, I nod. We look in each other's eyes and press foreheads together. I look at his lips and bite mine. He slowly presses his lips against mine. Our lips mold perfectly. We kept kissing, over and over.

When he kissed me I tasted a familiar thing.

Alcohol.

God I enjoyed this so fucking much.

I wrapped my arms around his neck and he moved closer to me, still kissing. I moved down to his bottom lip and bit it, tugging at it. He smiles and wraps his arms around my waist.

"So how did your date with Bee go" I mumble, I hated the fact that they might be a thing.

"Not so great." He replies.

Hell yeah.

"But let's not worry about that, all I want to do is hold you." He says and I blush. I look down and he pulls me closer, if even possible. He kisses my head and I lay my head on his shoulder.

Can I stay like this forever?

"Jordan?"

"Mhm,"

"Can I call you Jor?" I ask him,

"You can call me whatever you want." Jordan lifts my chin and kisses me. I smile big and stuff my embarrassed face in his chest. He giggles.

His little giggle is so fucking cute.

He breaks the hug and takes my hand, pulling me to the bedroom. He pulls me on the bed and I cuddle on his chest.

He is so warm.

"Will you be mine, Mr. William?" He asked me, I smile so big, and quickly respond

"Yes." And give him a passionate kiss on the lips. I cuddle back onto him and I eventually fall asleep, not wanting to go to school in a couple hours.

I wake up when Jordan shakes me to get up.

"Willllllll, wake uppppp." He says over and over,

"I'm up, I'm up." I say rubbing my face.

"What time is it?" I question,

"Six! We have to get to school in thirty!" He shouts,

"Oh shit!" I yell and get up immediately. I run to the bathroom and wash myself up, I looked like a wreak. I brush my teeth and fix my disgusting hair. I finish in the bathroom and go to my bedroom. I rummage through all my cupboards looking for actual decent clothes. I find a blue and white tie dye shirt and blue jeans. I grab my new blue flower crown, not stained with blood, and put it on my head.

I'm not ready for today.

Can I just skip?

Jordan comes in my room with my baggy sweatshirt, black hat, and jeans. I smile at his 'not caring what I wear to school' outfit.