Unsteady // kiani ff

Chapter 11

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Jordan
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I wake up to the sound of Will puking in the bathroom. I quickly get up and run to the bathroom.

"Babe?" I look at the stuff he was puking. It looked like gallons on gallons of blood. I kneel down by him. He is sobbing and keeps puking.

"Babe, it's going to be okay. Calm down." I say rubbing his back. He finally stops puking and lays on my chest and sobs.

"Should I take you to the hospital?" I ask very shakily. He weakly nods, I look down at his face and see he is very pale, his eyes closed and crying. I sway some of his brown curly hair out of his face with my hand. I pick him up and I bring him to the car and rush to the hospital.

About two hours have passed and I have not heard anything from the doctor. I see him walk by.

"Dr. Gonzalez!" I call his name and I see him turn to me.

"Mr. Bayani I can't give-" I stop him in his words.

"Just tell me what's wrong with him." He lets out a huge sigh.

"Mr. Tong was diagnosed with a very rare deadly disease about four years ago. He has fought it for very long and we are trying our best to keep him alive." Tears barrel out of my eyes. The person I love the most, that I almost lost, and might lose him again? And this time forever? I break down I sit in the waiting area and cry. I don't stop until I hear Bee beside me.

"Jordan?" I look up at her with tears still streaming out.

"It's going to be okay."

"No! No it isn't! I'm tired of people telling me that it's going to be okay! That one day I'll forget about this all! I will never forget about this. If the love of my fucking life dies I will too." Bee sighs and looks down.

"I know Jor..." She stops before she calls me 'Jor' trying not to remind me about Will. "Jordan..."

Six hours passed and the doctor came up to me. He taps me on the shoulder while I was asleep. I wake up with a 'what?' Escaping my mouth and realise the nightmare that I was having wasn't actually just a dream. It was a living hell nightmare.

"You might want to say your goodbyes to Will." He says and sighs.

"No! Do something! Don't let Will die! Please, please don't let him die!" I yell at him.

"We have tried eve-"

"No! Try harder!" I go to Will's hospital room and sit next to him. I look at his pale face. He looks awful. I kiss his cheek and take his hand.

"Don't die on me Will, please." I say with tears dropping on his wrist. He slowly opens his eyes and looks at me.

"It's going to be okay. I promise Jor..." He says weakly and trails off. He closes his eyes.

"Please Will." Dr. Gonzalez comes in with a bunch of other doctors and nurses and asks me to leave the room. I sit in the waiting room with Bee and Zack. Zack paces back and fourth while Bee rubs my back and tries to calm me down and it's surprisingly working. I finally stop crying and I lay my head on Bee's shoulder.

"Will is going to be okay, Jordan. Okay?" She tries to reassure me. I nod but I knew he wasn't going to be okay.

"He has to be okay. He has to be. I can't lose my best friend." Zack says still pacing. Dr. Gonzalez comes out of the room.

"William's heart rate is decreasing drastically. He only has a few minutes left." He states

"Will!" I scream and fall to the floor. I cry very hard and don't stop.

"Jordan! You only have a few minutes you need to go see him." I stand up still crying and walk to his room with Bee leading me with my hand in hers like I was a six year old. I wipe my tears with my hand and sit by him on the hospital bed. I caress his cheek.

"It's okay, babe." I say kissing his forehead. I lay my head on his chest and listen to his steady heart fade. It stops and I hear the line. He was gone. Dr. Gonzalez comes in quickly.

"Get out!" He screams and I quickly leave. I go back in the waiting room with Bee and Zack.

"I-I listened to his heart fade." I say crying.

"Shhh." Bee pulls me into a hug and I cry in her neck.

About an hour later the doctor comes out with a smile.

"He is okay." I run to his room and see him sleeping on his side. He is no longer pale. I take his hand and it's ice cold.

"He is freezing though." I look up at the doctor.

"Yes, he will be like this for a while but he will need body heat from another person." I nod.

"How-"

"Long story, you're welcome."

"Thank you."

I decided to stay at the hospital with Will until he got out in three days. They need to do tests and give him blood. Will sits up on the bed I'm right next to him.

"Thank you for not leaving me." He puts his right hand on my jaw and the other on my shoulder and kisses me.

"I will never leave you." I smile with tears coming out my eyes. So cheesy.

"I'll always be by your side no matter what."