blind love

Honeymoon phase

Godessty
"Ahhhhhhh fuck faster Tristan faster"
"Where here baby" says Tristan
"hurry up and get me out this car THIS BABY IS COMING" (9 hours later)
"Its a beautiful baby boy" I heard the nurse say so emotionally, lord what am I going to do with another baby I'm only 18 years old with three kids I know the way people look at me when I walk down the street like she has all them kids but my twins are my blessings even though they aren't meant to be here, see I was raped coming home from cheer leading practice I was so disgusted when I found out I was pregnant I took a home pregnancy kit and when I went to the doctor to see how far along I was he said they are 6 weeks I felt so sick to my stomch as I repeated they? He told me I wasn't that far along to find out the sex but they are healthy I was only 16 then but I couldn't abandoned My babies like my parents abandoned me they left me with my grandmother at the age of four it was my father's idea and the only reason my mom agreed is because he told her she can smoke all the weed she wanted and not worry about a little brat, my mother died when I was ten,well at least that's what I tell everyone she came to my grandma house asking for money saying her man put her out because she let herself go. she took one look at me and said "you bitch you look just like my man you think you better than me" and that's when I knew she was doing more than marijuana
"Miss Jackson would you like to hold your baby boy?" The nurse said to me I held my hands out so fast, my newest pride nd joy I thought to myself.
"What is your baby's name girl,let me hold my cousin"crystal said as she walked in the room. Crystal is my cousin on my mother's side she loud ghetto and would woop any bitch ass that need it.
"Hey girl I already told you his name will be Tristan Jr"
She looked at me and smiled I already knew what she was going to say
"Girl it's already bad enough he look like his ugly ass daddy but damn you got to give him his ugly name too"
I rolled my eyes and laugh I never defend him when she say that because the only thing she can do is joke about him being ugly my man is 6'4 brown skin with pearly white teeth and deep dimples you can sink in to he also slim but muscular, he is the man that every girl wants because he treat me like a queen and my twins like his own.
"Godessty your kids are bad girl when you getting out this hospital I know about the terrible twos but it feel like there and horrible threes"crystal said with a big laugh right after
"Leave my babies alone they miss they mommy that's all "
"Yo babe I'm about to go get me something to eat you hungry" Tristan said sticking his head in the room door
"No I'm fine baby but hurry back Jr and I will be waiting"
I never in a million years would of thought growing up that my life would turn out this good beautiful daughter and two beautiful boys and a fine ass man it's just the five of us in our four bedroom house that I couldn't wait to get back to
"Well girl I'm getting ready to go I got to get your bad ass kids"crystal said before walking out the room.
And it was just me and Jr I was watching tv as I drifted off to sleep