blind love

when it hurts the most

BUBBLES
I collected the rest of my money from the stage and headed onto the floor.
"Damn you looking good tonight"someone said grabbing my ass.
"My boyfriend will kick your ass"I turned around and saw.
"Drew"
"Wassup baby"he handed me a stack and and pulled me by my arm.
"Nah come show ya man a good time"I sat on his lap and twirled my ass to the music.
He started talking to Tony about going back to new York tomorrow morning. It was weird that Tristan called me asking that dumb shit. I would never disrespect him like that.
"Baby"drew said snapping me out of my thoughts.

"Yea"
"You and manda tryna come with me to new York?"
He not slick he want me around his arm in front of Tristan.
"Yea baby. When?"
"After you get off".
"Okay"
Tony got up and dapped drew up.
"It was nice meeting you again".
"You too"I replied.
"Go get your stuff"
"But my shift is not over"
"It is now"drew handed me another 4 stacks.from the money I made on stage and the 5 thousand he gave me. I had completed my quota for the night.
"Ill meet you out front"I said heading towards the back.
I slipped on my joggers and my truckfit shirt along with my bread 11s put my money in my duffle bag and headed out.

Crystal
"Everything packed baby?"Tony asked walking in our room.
He asked me on our way home from the hospital if I wanted to go with him to new York. I couldn't say no because I miss home and there was something I needed to get off my chest.
"Yea baby I just need to get crissy a coat then we can leave"
Tony took the suitcase and and left out the room.
I went into our closet to kind crissy a coat.
"What the he'll"I picked up the letter that was buried under the winter clothes.

Dear my wife
I love you very much. You gave me Two beautiful kids and the best 10 years of my life.but I can't trust you and I will murder you before you ever snitch on me.no it's not a threat,it's a promise.leave my kids and take the 20 thousand that is sitting in the duffle bags and go.I told you I never wanted it to come down to this but it did.you couldn't make a decision so I made it for you.trust me this hurts me more than it hurts you.

Love Tony.

"Baby"Tony said making me jump.
I quickly stuffed the note in my shirt and turned around.
"Yes"
"Ready"
I didn't respond I just walked out the room and waited for him downstairs.
Tony told me his wife died in a car accident. What if that shit was no accident.
"Come on baby"Tony said grabbing my waist making me jump.
"You igh?"
"Yea" HELL NO!
"Seem a little jumpy"
I locked the door.
"Maybe the baby" or the fact that I have your wife's death note sitting in my titties.
"Its okay baby you can relax when when we get there"he started the car and headed out the driveway.
"You know baby,it's about time you get your own car"
"No baby I'm okay. I don't want no freak accident happenin"
"Freak accident?"
SHIT. Did I say that out loud."yea like it break down or something"
"Oh well Lisa brakes were messed up and she couldn't stop the car"
We parked at the airport and walked inside.
"Come on cause our plane boarding now, we left after y'all and still made it here before y'all"drew said as we walked towards him.
"Traffic was bad,wassup basily this my baby here crystal and this girl here is crissy"he said turning around so everyone can see a sleeping crissy.
"Hey" she responded looking at me "this is my daughter Amanda"
I smiled "hi amanda"
She looked up at me with her big eyes."hey" she replied.
"Igh let's go"drew said walking away.
He headed to the door and boarded the plane.

Tristan
"Man let a nigga put they hands on my kids again imma fuck a nigga up"

"Tristan please. Destiny only tapped them on the hand" goddess replied.

"Tap,smack I don't give a fuck! TELL YA COUSIN!" I lowered my tone because the kids we're in the back seat sleep. "Don't put her hands on my kids"I gripped the steering wheel tight.