blind love

sweet nothings

Later that day.

Drew
"Surprise"
"Oh my gosh are these flowers for me"basily said about to grab them.
"No they for my lil princess"I handed Amanda the red roses.
"Thanks drew"she said grinning
"REALLY! Well what did I get?"
"Me"I replied holding my arms out"what you don't like what I got for you?"
"Its not that I don't like it,I already have it"she said walking
I caught up with her"and who says you have it?"
She stopped and looked me in my eyes"do I?"
I laughed "of course I never met no other women like you baby you original"I grabbed her and Amanda hands and headed for the car.
Yea this girl really growing on me. I might call her my wife one day.
When we reached the car Amanda mouth dropped.
"oh my gosh thanks baby"she kissed my lips and opened the passenger door to 12 dozon white roses filling up the seat.
I put the suitcases in the trunk and got in the car.
"What am I going to do with all of these roses"
"Shit I don't know find a big ass vase go put the in"I Said pulling off.
"Whatever. I'm so glad to be home"
"How did your trip go"I asked
"So the b. i. t. c. h decided to be rude when I walk in the house"
"So what you do?"
"Killed that h. o. e with kindness"
"Mommy I can spell"Amanda said in the back.
I laughed hard"yea what she spell?"
"She spelled umm house"she said proudly.
"Baby house is spelled h. O. U. S. E".
"Oh"
"Grown folks talking baby just think about what you want for dinner"
"And who said we was going to your house for dinner?"basily added
"I did woman"I spat back.
She didn't respond instead she sat back and enjoyed the ride.
When we was settled in the house I started on dinner.my mamas famous oven fried chicken.
"Mm it smells really good"basily said walking into the kitchen.
"And you know it,I can do a lil sum sum in the kitchen"
She took the plates out and started to set the table.
"What time you work tonight?"
"10 I guess Im going to be in there all night?
"Ill drive you"
"Your sure?"
"Yea and then we can go get breakfast"
"Okay I just have to drop manda off first"
"Nah she good I'll watch her"
I took the food out the oven and placed it on the stove.
"You don't have too"
"I know. I want to,she loves me so let her stay"
"Okay but only if she wants to"
"Manda come eat"
She came running from the back room.
"Dora was about to find boots Drew!"she said sitting down
"Mamas you want to stay with me while mommy go to work?"
"My daddy going to get mad?"she asked.
"No baby he won't"basily said reassuring her.
"Yes I want to"she said grinning.
"Then it's settled me and lil thug going kick it here tonight while you go to work"
She rolled her eyes and made the plates.

Tristen
"Yea man he said him and his partner flying down tomorrow"I spoke into the phone."igh just be at my house around 2 so we can ride out"I hung up the phone.
"Who was that?"goddess asked walking in the room.
"Oh that was just tez crystal nigga Tony tryna talk business sum about they plug got locked"
"Oh you should do business with him y'all would make a good team"she layed on my back while I layed on the bed.
"Man I don't trust nobody but my nigga tez"
"Baby keep a open mind this man is a lawyer and in the biggest drug business. I think he has way more to lose than you"
I thought about it for a minute.
"Shit you might be right"
"I know I'm right"
"Don't be a smart ass now"I flipped over so I could look in her eyes."you love me?"
Her eyes got big."of course tristen why would you ask that?"
"I don't know sometimes I feel like you don't appreciate me or the shit I do for you and the kids"

Maybe that was the reason I left for two months I been holding this in since the twins was one so maybe it was time to let it out.

"Tristan I love you and if you need me to tell you that every day I will! Your the best thing that ever happened to me"
"Even after I beat you?"she climed off of me and sat on the bed."do you still feel the same?"
I know she didn't want to answer the question but I just had to know.
"Sometimes I feel like..."
"Like what goddess!"I yelled causing her to jump.
"Like you will kill me"
I sat there for a minute trying to comprehend what she just said.
"What?"
"Tristan if you do something I don't like it's get over it goddesty or get out ya feelings cause I'm getting this money.you would go fuck another bitch come home smelling like perfume or got a fucking hickey on your neck and be like I was with the guys,you just don't even care if I know or not.you disrespect me in numerous ways BUT IF I DO SOMETHING it's a different story,you blow up hit me, slap me, FUCKING CHOKE ME!"
I couldn't say anything because....it was true.everything she just said was true.and it killed me inside to know she felt this was all along.
I wiped the tears that was falling down her face."don't cry beautiful"
"Its crazy you asked me that"she sniffed."if I loved you.because sometimes I ask myself do you love me".
"Baby I'm in love with you, I adore you theirs nobody it this world that can take your place permanently"
"What about bubbles? "She sniffed again this time wiping her tears with my shirt.
"Hell no,I know we love each other cause I can feel it.but it's been to long and we both know it,besides she got a nigga she was telling me they tryna work on a relationship"