blind love

Untold secrets

Tristan

Its been a week since my lady been in jail and finally she come home today and I was happy, I needed to inform my lady about a lot I done heard these past few days.
I was sitting in the parking lot  listening to Drake until I saw my lady
Coming out the building holding her stomach
"Whats wrong baby" I said jogging up to her
"I never felt right after the man slammed me on my stomch"
"I'm sorry this SHIT happened baby I'm going to make things right"
I opened the door for her to get in and closed it when she was settled, I went around and did the same for myself
"Wheres my kids I just want my kids Tristan"goddess said to me
"Okay baby we going to get them, hey but tell me something"I responded
"What"
"Where did you put the gun at?"
"Being around you I learned a few things it's under your safe in the floor board I knew they was coming for me, and I knew they was going to have a warrant but the last place they would think to check is under the floor board"
"Damn baby look at you"I said while laughing
"But I got some bad news"changing my whole facial expression
"Wassup baby"
"Bae I know you don't wanna hear this but one of ya cousins sold you out I don't know who yet but I know for a fact it wasn't ebony the ambulance brought her back to life after they took the three bullets out but she been in a coma baby doctors say she a vegetable now"
"Baby that's my cousins they like my sisters I can't see them doing that to me"
"Goddesty wtf when they was taking you out the house 5 officers walked in when they drove off 4 more cars pulled up, baby I know these streets somebody said something they woke the kids up and everything looking under they beds and shit I know for a fact they was looking for that gun"
"Tristan I need your help I can't go down I got my kids to watch grow up"
I looked at her like she was crazy
"Baby don't ever think that way because if anyone doing 25 to life it's me I put that ring on ya finger for a reason I will die before I let anything happen to you or my kids"
The rest of the ride was silent I knew she was thinking about a lot of SHIT the way she was slouched in the seat,we parked on the street and walked up to the building I always told goddess grandma that I would move her into a house so she wouldn't have to be in a building with nosey ass people but she always told me no because the Bronx was her home and Co op city is all she knew
goddesty pressed the button that says 24e
"Who is it"
"Me and Tristan grandma open up"
Without out a reply the door buzzed letting us know the door was unlocked, we got of the elevator at the 24th floor and walked to the door
"MOMMY YOUR BACK"london shouted making a echo in the hallway. She picked him up and walked in the house.
"Hey grandma where paris and jr"
"Hey honey they in the back taking a nap but Mr big boy here said he was to big for naps"grandma said chuckling
"Something smell good in here what you cooking grandma" I said breaking the silence
"Oh hunny nothing much just some fried chicken, smothered pork chop, red bean and rice, mashed potatoes squash with sausage, potato salad and some apple pie cooling off"
"Damn grandma can I get some of that nothing"I said with a big grin on my face
" watch your mouth boy, y'all go in there and wash yall hands while i fix the plates"she said walking in the kitchen
I ran to the bathroom like a lil kid you never had sole food until you tasted goddesty grandma food shit will make you fall in love with food, I waited for goddess to get done with her hands so we can walk in the kitchen together, she looked so depressed and there was nothing I can do about it, we sat down while she put our plates on the table and sat down with us.
"So what's going on what do I need to know because it's obvious there's a horse in the room"
Grandma always used that slang I never understood but goddesty knew exactly what she was talking about being that is the women that raised her
"Grandma it was either crystal or destiny that put me in jail"goddess said shaking her head
"And what did you do for them to rat you out"she responded
"I shot ebony ma she wasn't shit anyway"she held her head down as she finished her sentence "she was messing with Tristan she wants him grandma she told me out her own mouth while crystal was standing right there"
"Chile don't you know that boy not going any where I told yo hard headed ass that when y'all first broke up, let me tell your young head something if a man is pleased to be around you and show you off to his home boys while you pregnant with another man baby then he got love for you that man showed and told me numerous times that he not leaving you so why you keep fighting for a spot that you already have he is a man goddesty and even though us women don't like it that man will turn to look at that booty that's walking past but it's up to us women to make sure he know what he missing out on if he follow that booty, now all that fighting and killing stuff need to STOP...TODAY GODDESSTY"
"Baby ya grandma right I'm not going no where and I dont know how many times I can tell you that I'm not ya mother and I'm not ya father I not going to walk out on you when SHIT get tough these last 2 years with you changed my life I never thought I would be a family man and I never thought I would have my own fleash and blood but I do...with you, baby you shouldn't have to fight for anything because you are my queen"
A tear rolled down my eye I never felt any type of love towards a female after i got my heart broken, until I met goddess she changed my life and for that I owe her every day that I live
"I have told y'all kids not to be like ya parents ya mama running around the city looking for some man that's supposed to be her baby's father and destiny and keke mama dead and crystal mama still missing lord I thought I taught y'all better than y'all parents"without another word she got up and walked out the kitchen
"Baby I thought you said crystal mama dead too"I whispered
"She is Grandma won't believe it happened "she replied
Man I thought I had family problems but they had it bad crystal mama Vicki was last seen walking into a building 2 weeks later they found a womans body chopped up in the Dumpsters outside that building my guess was she made a deal with the devil and shit went bad, goddess mama Patricia was always the type to hop from nigga to nigga we see her from Time to time but goddess never wants to talk to her she feels it's better to pretend she dead and destiny and keke mama Tatiana was killed by they father a month after destiny was born they dad came home to they mama giving head to another man he shot her then shot himself
"Baby you ready?"Goddess said to me
"Yea"
The faster I get my family home the faster I can get back on these streets and find out some more information maybe collect my weeks profit too cause a nigga been slacking lately.
We got up from the table and got the kids ready.
"Let me make these babies some dinner"grandma said making two plates
When she was done she handed me the twins plates and a plate with four slices of apple pie
"Bye grandma we love you"goddess said giving her a kiss on the cheek