blind love

confused

Tristan
"Sign these papers and yall can go home Mr.Jackson " the nurse said to me holding out the clip board. I hurried up and signed the papers I couldn't wait to get home and see londen and paris. As godessty put Jr in the car seat I was rushing to pack the bags.
"Baby you and our children are my world I have my two kings (Londen and Tristan Jr), my princess (Paris) and you my beautiful queen that's all I need in this world"
I officially met godessty when she was pregnant with the twins all through high school she would never give a nigga a chance I mean if you saw me back then you wouldn't give me a chance either I was a bum nigga from wearing the same shoes everyday to holes in my pants and shirts let's face it high school wasn't the best if your parents not around to support you. shit I don't even know who the fuck my parents are my mama gave me up the first time she layed her eyes on me in that hospital bed all my life I told myself if she didn't want me imma give a reason to want me when I get older and shit I wasn't doing half bad I'm 21 running my own business and got lil niggas on every corner of new York, fine ass honey, 3 kids and a big ass 4 bedroom house sitting in the middle of the upper Manhattan. You know where them rich white folks be at shit the only reason I got the house is because the people selling it thought I was white but I'm everything in world from African down to white I wanted to know a little something about my self so I got a test done to find out my race, come to find out the only thing my parents left me with is good ass genes.
"baby wait here I'm just going to run in and out" godessty said getting out the car".
I always hated being in Brooklyn even though it made Me the most money every time I collect from them lil niggas Brooklyn was always the most which means a whole lot of junkys and pot heads. I beeped the horn twice signaling for godessty to hurry the fuck up I know she was in that house running her mouth with her cousin crystal like they always do when they see each other.
The door opened and out came Paris diving into the snow and londen right behind her. All three was running to the car while crystal was at the door waving.
"Damn girl it's 20 degrees out and you in the house chatting while me and your son out here freezing"I said jokingly
"Well Damn bae the heat was on and I had to catch up baby I been in the hospital for 3 days"she whined
"And wassup with you Paris daddy's little girl and I can't even get a hello" I said glancing in the back seat but making sure I had my eyes on the road
"Ohhhh daddy it's not like tat nutting pewsenal (personal) she replied
"See my baby been around ya cousin to long she already got her talking crazy " I said to godessty shaking my head
She laughed and said "hush up my baby got a mind of her own"
Pulling up to the house boy was I glad to be home I was supposed to go around and collect from all the boroughs but I decided to stay home with my lady and baby's plus them bitch ass niggas ain't crazy enough to steal from me.
(Next day)
"Rawr daddy's going to get yall" I said chasing after londen and Paris
"I'm not scared daddy imma big boy"london yelled popping up behind the couch.
"Yea and imma big gul"Paris said behind him
I will be glad when she get over that speach problem thinking to myself pulling out my ringing phone.

"Talk to me"

"Come over here and give me that daddy dick like you promised"

Looking at my phone stupidly "bitch what, my NEWBORN SON JUST GOT HOME YESTERDAY BITCH, and are you fucking crazy calling me phone this early what if godessty picked up"

"Man fuck her wifey can't give you a nut right now so let me do it"

"Bitch please I'm with my kids Ebony and don't call my phone around this time again"
(click) she got me fucked up calling my phone at noon the fuck wrong with her she know I don't play that shit, I only call Ebony up when godessty ain't tryna give it up or when we go through our little break ups I mean I fuck other bitches but they all know wassup when it come down to godessty,if they say anything I'm chopping tongues out a nigga mouth straight like that and especially since she had my own I mean don't get me wrong I love londen and Paris but to know I got my own flesh and blood in this world and all 3 of them are my angles
"Go run upstairs and tell mommy we leaving and give her a kiss for me"
Londen and Paris ran upstairs to tell there mom the news while I got there shoes out the closet
"Shit my kids got Damn near more shoes than me"
"Mommy said come hea NOW "Paris said running down the stairs
"Okay"I replied with a big grin on my face.
"But put them shoes on little girl or the monster will get you"
"Okay daddy but I want to wear my boots "
Dang I thought today would be the day she wear some j's since my daughter knew what shoes was it was always flats boots or sandles she just like her mama down to the Damn facial expressions
"Okay baby "I said jogging upstairs
"Wassup sexy" I said walking in the doorway
"Baby where are you taking my kids and make sure they are warm Tristan dontarios jackson because you know how you are"
"Igh ma they my kids to and make sure my son got milk in them titties and he not still hungry" i said before kissing her then walking out the room.
Damn i love that girl
"Yall ready twins"
"Daddy get my shoes please"londen demanded
I shook my head as I was reaching for his shoes
" gammas daddy gammas"
"Okay man"I know my son going to be a sneaker head just like his Damn daddy he has to know about every shoe that's coming out and if he don't have them by the first week that lil nigga throw the biggest fit you ever could see Damn and the lil nigga only two shit like father like son my kids always have to look fresh I don't care if we going to the store to buy a loaf of bread growing up I swore to myself my kids not goin ever have to live like I did, and they don't they want for nothing in this world. When I got done tieing up londen shoes I looked at my kids and said Damn they fresh my prince had on his blue and black Polo shirt with his black truck fit cargos and his gamma blues but my princess was a whole different story my doll baby had on her pink uggs with her grey tights and a light pink turtle neck if she threw her grey and pink retros on the outfit would have came together even better but me I had on my Bel airs with grey cargos black Polo shirt and a louis vuitton belt with my black nd grey snap back
"Y'all ready if not ya left"I said opening up the door before leaving