It was set in the fine threads of Yggdrasil, that they were never to be with one another, or the world as they know would cease to exist. Loki's tired of it. He wants this more than anything. But will you give up your safety net? Could you risk it a...
Where was that woman? Loki would give her a piece of his mind. He just needed to find her of course. Now that shouldn't be hard.
"Casey, where's the head hunter/analyst?"
"Oh, hey, Loki!" The man smiled, "She's out on the ground right now. Somewhere in 2051. She's got a lead on Sylvie now."
"Oh."
The man just stood there, unsure of his next move. What was he even going to ask her? Ask her why she gave him that position? Or ask her to change it?
"Why'd you want her anyways?"
"Oh, I uh-," Loki's eyes flickered to the screen where they were tracking your movements on the timeline, "I just needed her confirmation on this bit of document."
"Well, she left me in charge till she's back, so I can see them!"
Oh, Casey, if only Loki had no ego to hide this from him. And so Loki made some pathetic excuse, slithering away like the snake he believed he was.
He sat in the library, desperately trying to find something to calm his mind down. With everything that happened in the past two days, he's surprised he's still alive.
He picked out a book, a simple one, didn't really pay attention to its cover and passed out on the desk out of exhaustion. Walking into the library for a little calm from your stupid field work was the only good thing about your job. Fucking stupid TVA, fucking stupid He Who Remains.
Then again, the TVA gave you a sense of purpose. So many things to chose, so little time. So many chances of failure. The TVA gave you security, a sense of belonging. And you excelled. You soared higher than the stars, within days climbing up the corporate ladder and to the top, just below renslayer. Everything crumbled when he came. He destroyed your utopia.
The fact that he was here a measly amount of time and still managed to accomplish so much as to breaking down the existence of... everything really.
Nothing meant anything to you before, that didn't change after the shocking revelation either, you never really had a particular drive, so you made up 3 rules: get good sex, fuck up timelines for fun and outsmart everyone at the TVA at anything. Never were those rules broken before. Before Loki.
Seeing Loki dead asleep on the table with drool coming out of his mouth had you scheming in your little head. It was adorable really.
"This ain't Asgard, love," you called to a now sleepy Loki, nudging him with the back of your tempad, "Wake up now."
Loki blinked his eyes, squeezing them open and closed to desperately adjust his vision to understand the situation. The god looked up to see you staring down on him, your hands on your hips. You were back from your mission.
"Don't you have an apartment?" Loki shook his head.
"I was staying in the cell that is now occupied by Brad," he yawned.
"As much as I don't want to, when was the last time you showered?" You inquired, noticing the still present dried blood stain on his shirt.
"Do you want an honest answer?"
"Absolutely not, get up let's go."
\-/
"Never in a thousand years would I ever let you step foot into my humble getaway, but here we are," you sighed, opening the door of your home to this stranger everyone knew.
"Thank you," Loki walked insde admiring the decor, and your entire life . You didn't have much to tell, but the memories you made at the TVA were content enough. He watched the walls, taking in it all with disbelief. You were dressed in almost everything from robes to Victorian ball gowns. You were also apparently part of the Avengers at some point. Loki's mind was whirring from watching everything.
"You can sleep in the guest room for now," You spoke, pushing the door of a plain white room open, "I'll have to arrange with the head's to get you a place of your own."
"Why are you doing this?" Loki questioned. It seemed suspicious that you would let him of all people enter your house.
"Do you want my honest answer or the one you want to hear?"
\-/
After a good rest, Loki found himself staring at the polaroids of you on the wall. He wasn't suprised at the amount of medals and trophies you were awarded. You were a brilliant agent. Loki thought over your response.
'Why' was all he could thinnk about.
Moving to the kitchen in his groggy workwear, Loki found himself facing your back on the pan, frying something probably for your dinner. His eyes began trailing up your body, starting from your shoulders, admiring the curves of your neck and your trapezius, down to your thighs, so lovely. His mind glazed over the sight of your ass in front of him. So beautiful, your hips. It would look brilliant in his hands.
"Like what you see?"
"What if I do," Loki smirked at your comment. He felt his heart thump in his chest. It felt good. He hadn't felt in so long.
You turned the burner off, placing a lid on the pan and opening the wine cupboard to pour a glass for yourself. You had a sip, watching Loki's reaction to your drinking. His eyes were on your lips. God, was he anxious about what's to come.
You helped yourself to a decent amount of the alcohol before passing the same glass to Loki and unspokenly telling him to drink from it. He followed your movements, and you couldn't help but smile in response.
Stealing the cup from his hand and placing it on the credenza was no big deal. Neither was pulling him by his tie and indulging in his lips.
Loki found himself enchanted to taste the wine off your lips, feeling the urge to keep his hands off yiur body until your consent, whereupon you placed his hands around your hips.
"I think we should have sex," You mumbled, to which Loki groaned 'yes' in response.
And it was so easy to drag him to your room. It was easier to unbutton his shirt and feel him. It was easier to kiss and bite his neck. God, it was easier than before.
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The loki finale destroyed me, but this school week is worsening the hole in my heart
