Sunday . . . 18th day

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by farehna

by farehna

Oct 22, 2023

9:12 am - I'm currently sitting on the meat dish for the kid. I try to finish all the cleaning - hastily done. There are not much clutter. Besides I have yet to finish the rooms. Also I've done the laundry for the colored clothes. I'm just waiting for the white ones to be done and I can hang them. But for now I am sitting here. Savoring the pain on my stomach. Yet again it struck. Ooffed. I was glad when it only struck at night but now it struck anytime. How is this possible. It's being very uncooperative. Aiya, what should I do with this stomach of mine?!! I can try using yakult as medium and often I press my stomach by bending forward when I sit. If it still won't cooperate then I will use the girdle. It's no longer that hot so it's fine to use those tights. My hands smell like fish so I still have not iron the clothes for outside. Hehe.

2:30pm - I'm finally done with cleaning. The teen got out her room yepey. But I got scared at lunch when the kid suddenly throw up due to fish bones. The mother bath him but that scared the shit out of me. Afterwards I ask for his condition. I didn't realize I'm emotional. Im tearing up. Haha. That's quite dramatic. But after knowing the kid is fine I got better and could cook to eat. 🤦 fish bones. My goodness. I should be very careful next time. It's really not good for the heart. Though the mother said it's ok cause the kid put big spoonfuls on his mouth so he throw up when he feel a fish bone. Good thing it didn't stuck. The kid just felt the fish bone. Aiya, why I didn't see those bones. That's why I feel uncomfortable when I was removing the bones. White bones and white flesh, how to see. Ehem. It's a kid. He don't check what he put on his mouth cause his eyes are on the tablet. Watching movies. So I should really watch out for the tiny winy fish bones.

6:57pm - the mother and daughter are finally back. I'm starting to reach out. First to anty. I often call her when I don't know things. Actually it's only twice. Once yesterday when I got back and just today when there are no ham left. But oh my, the kid is hard to fed. He literally push his father to limits. Hehe. The kid still won't eat with me. I prepared his meal but he keep delaying until the father had to steam it again to heat it up. I guess the kid just want to eat with them? But no. He is just fussy. Well, with repeated diet of same kind every meal it's no wonder.

Ah, I put too much spice on my meal. I wasn't able to finish it entirely. I throw 2 spoons of it cause it's too spicy. Shit. I shouldn't have put that pepper. The chili oil was enough to burn my mouth. But my stomach stop aching. Aha, it start when I ate the persimmon. So I guess it has to do with the food here. I'm glad I bought yakult. The pain didn't persist but fart keep on. Until now I'm farting once in a while. I hope it won't spread and stink the place. So I still have my windows open even if it's night. The employers are currently eating. They should be done by 8 so I can rest by 9. Tomorrow is a holiday. If given the choice I would like to work cause it's triple pay but anty said I should go to her boarding tomorrow so I can't refuse. I will just wake up early and prepare the water as well as laundry. I will check the clothes if they have working then I will do the laundry but if it's just home clothes then I will just iron and fold the dried ones. But that's for tomorrow. Let's see what the future brings. Ta-dah. . . Disneyk 😋

8:33pm - wah. They are still eating. When am I going to clean and rest? Well, it's holiday tomorrow so I guess it's fine. I can catch up some sleep. Hopefully anty won't be shoving me here and there. But I find out that I can sleep even when the employers are here. I can take a nap when I'm done with my work. Cause they seldom look for me to do thing. Hehe. I should have sleep like 2 hours a little back when the mother and daughter aren't around. 🤦😋

9:28pm - I'm in my room now. I can rest but I'm totally binge eating. Hehe. This is bad. I bought those for a week breakfast but I end up eating half just today. What a loose control. I easily give in to temptation. Is this why my choices all end up bad? <Sigh> 🙃😝