Diary of an OFW in Macau

Day 35 at work

November 8, 2023

3:07am - gosh. I just had a long pee. I actually felt the need to pee at around past 11pm near midnight. But when I open the door and walk to the kitchen I hear my male employer's voice which sound like it came from the sala. So I didn't go. Hello. I'm on my sleeping attire. So I came back to my room and made a few stretches to delay my pee from going out my bladder. Then I had the idea that if I lay down and raise my lower limb then the bladder wont feel full. So I did. Besides if I ever leak it's safer on the floor. And to my surprise the floor actually calm my need to pee. That feeling of wanting to go immediately turn to drowsiness. Only now did I get awaken from a not to good and not to bad dream. I felt being forced to do or watch others on my dream. Ah. This lucid dreams are quite the trouble. It's affecting my emotions.

4:56pm - omg. My hands are shaking just for a 15 minutes of massage. Shit. This is bad. Why is this? I'm usually okay even if it's 3hours straight of full body massage. But I only did a partial half body massage. Though I didn't use oil. It's dry massage. But I had experience of conducting half day straight dry massage. Is this because I work with my hands wiping and moping on daily basis? I could even feel my wrist aching. So I thought of buying wrist protector. Knee protector too. Cause I am now feeling the pain of my joints. Hell. I need a proper exercise routine. I need to restart my Taebo or something else. I am considering yoga but it's hard for me. Yoga is too slow for me. And too long. I can't maintain my position for far too long without full body mirror or a companion. Yoga won't be effective if you won't follow through. I'm also having a guess that the reason for my weight gain is that I stop Taebo. Probably. Ah, I really do miss jogging. Since I got my salary, maybe I will go shopping. Hehe. Nope. I have to pay for my debts first. But I will spurge a little. On food. 😋😊

9:03pm - gosh. I'm done. I did it on jifty. I didn't even sweep the floors cause the kid is there playing. Also my stomach is acting up again. Urgh. Why? I thought it's over. Damn it. Last night too. I had a rough time. Today I got to pee but now it's my stomach aching. And I don't know why. Urgh. I simply eat breakfast. Is it that bad? Also a piece of cloud 9 chocolate. I even ate the same as yesterday. I guess I ate a bit more. But urgh. What do I do with this stomach that won't cooperate. Aigoo. Pain pain PLEASE GOO AWAYYY!!!!!