Made For Me

Easier said than done

Nicki Pov :

At first, I couldn't understand why Yvette sat In that crying over Jody, but now I definitely understood. Beyoncé giving me the cold shoulder was not something I was used to. We had been broken up for a whole two days, and she didn't care to fix it. No matter how many times I apologized, she just shrugged her shoulders and said okay.

I gave her a million and one chances, and it took once for me to mess up, and she's done. All of a sudden, our relationship wasn't going to work at all. Not saying she's wrong for feeling how she does, because I honestly would be back in my little apartment in New York.

"Here you go." I handed Beyoncé a plate, sitting her juice on the table in front of her.

"Thank you." She eyed the sandwich hesitantly. "Where yours?" She asked, sitting the plate down.

"In the kitchen." I kissed my teeth. Now she thinks I'm trying to take her out.

"You and your nigga might be plotting on me." Bey removed the bread, inspecting the sandwich.

"Don't eat it then." I went to grab the plate, but she stopped me. "I want no beef with you." I just wanted to make sure to eat something.

"Preciate you, mamas." She sighed, taking the plate from me. "Want to watch this show with me?" I quickly nodded. If she had asked if I wanted to sit in silence and stare at the floor with her, I would've said yes. "Go get your food." Either she really thought I did something to her food or we were getting somewhere.

When I came back with my plate, I sat down on the couch, feeling nervous. I didn't want to talk and ruin it, but I didn't want to not say anything either. "What are you watching?" I decided on light casual conversation since this had been the most she spokes to me before moving upstairs.

"Vampire diaries." Beyoncé answered, examining the sandwich once more.

"Really Giselle?" She can't be serious. "We can switch if you think a bitch really trying to do something to you." So much for casual.

"I want you to bite both of them." Grabbing the sandwich from her, I took a big bite. I couldn't help to roll my eyes as she watched me chew until I swallowed it all.

"That's fucked up, you think that of me." I told her before picking up my sandwich, taking another big bite. Not to mention, she's taking more precaution with me than she did with Megan, who had every reason to want her dead. Shit crazy. 

"Can't put nothing past nobody." Bey shrugged, taking a bite of her sandwich, getting back comfortable on the couch. If her strategy was to hurt my feelings, she was doing great.