You was made for me
Yeah but all you do is take from me
All you bring around is hate for me
I don't think you safe for me
I'm fucked up but you was made for me
- MajorNine
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Nicki Pov :
"Giselle did what?!" I opened my eyes and glanced at my phone making sure I wasn't dreaming.
"Radric called me early this morning still upset." Mama Tina explained causing me to sit up.
"Why are you yelling?" Beyoncé moved off me and onto her side of the bed. "What I do?" she asked figuring out it was about her.
"Ma, let me call you back." I hung the phone up and stared back at the pair of hazel eyes that stood fixated on me.
"They over exaggerating." Bey groaned already knowing what this was about.
"Did you put a loaded gun to your head?" I questioned running my hands through my hair. How and why would they exaggerate something like that?
"It only had one bullet in it."
"So loaded?" By all means, I wasn't any gun specialist but I know what a loaded gun is. "Did you pull the trigger?" I flinched slightly knowing the answer waiting for me. Gucci wouldn't lie about anything like that and I could hear the panic in her mother's voice.
"Yes." She responded lowly.
"Do you want to die?" I braced myself, waiting for her answer.
"No." She responded again, lowly but a second too long for my liking.
"So why would you do that?" I asked, wiping my tears. "We're bringing this up at therapy." I gave her the heads up, she wanted to utilize the lady so we will.
"My answer is still going to be the same," Beyoncé reassured me. "I want to live so I can grow old with you and my only wish then would be for God to take me first because I can't live without you." She kissed my forehead calming a small part of me but I was still concerned.
"That's cute and I want all that too, but you're going to have to give me something else."
"I'll get Gucci to keep a few of my guns?" She negotiated.
"And?" I needed more not entirely pleased being she never really answered why.
"The one I do keep I'll lock it up." Perfect! I tapped her nose satisfied.
"Now kiss me." I placed my lips on hers. My eyes caught something shiny in my peripheral making me look down at my hand. "What's this?" I asked confused at the big diamond that hadn't been there when I went to sleep last night.
