mistakes (bigpuffer x reader)

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angsty puffer

yippee

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3RD PERSON POV

christoper puffer and y/n l/n. the "power couple". or so everyone thought in the beginning. short and tall, loud and quiet, introvert and extrovert. that was until last week. they were experiencing... problems.

"you never loved me, did you?" y/n whispered under her breath, silent tears streaming down her face.

"baby, that's not true-" puffer started

"i was USED like a tool. for you. all for you. i really thought you loved me. i thought we were soulmates. i thought you actually cared about me and my feelings. i thought you were worth all the struggles and the hardships YOUR viewers put me through. but no. you used me for clout, for views, for money. why should i put up with you anymore?" y/n cried, eyes glossy with tears, her face red.

"i DO love you. just-"

"no. i'm not giving you anymore chances. i gave you too many. now i regret it. i hope you're happy with yourself," she said firmly, wiping her tears away.

y/n had already prepared for this moment. she had packed all of her personal belongings and already planned to stay at droid's new house.

after she left, puffer was a wreck. y/n was like his other half, his matching puzzle piece as corny as it sounded. he couldn't function without her.

"if only i could've kept my mouth shut," he groaned as tears dropped down his face, "she would still be here".

grizzy had come over to comfort him. (he brought beer)

"surely she'll come back?" grizzy asked

"no... i fucked up so much, man. i lost an 11 bro. she was so perfect, so wonderful, why did i have to go and fuck up?"

"what did you even do?"

"i was drunk and slapped her because she wouldn't go on stream. i shouted so many curses at her. i called her a bitchass whore. i'm the worst boyfriend ever" puffer said, his face in his hands

"then don't be a fucking pussy and go beg on your knees to get her back"

"maybe i should do that..."

"WHEN YOU ARE SOBER. PLEASE DON'T GO NOW."

"i'm going now."

"no, you are not."

grizzy thankfully prevented puffer from doing another stupid thing. (thank god for grizzy bro) the next day, puffer went to droid's house to find y/n.

"n/n?" puffer asked as he opened the door

there was no response. he went upstairs, droid wasn't home. but y/n was. he found her in one of the rooms. she had barely unpacked and it looked like she had been cutting herself. lying on the bed, she was motionless. he shook her quickly and she looked very frail.

"y/n? y/n. y/n. Y/N" puffer called out desperately

she started moving slightly, but very little.

"puffer? what are you doing here?" she asked in a small voice.

"thank god you're okay." he sighed

"why are you here?" she asked, slightly annoyed

"i want to apologize and i'm begging you, please come back home. i can't function properly without you. you are my soulmate. i love you forever. just please, come home." he cried, on his knees, his glasses covered in tears.

her eyes softened a little.

"i can't come back. i won't be coming back chris." she said with a sad look in her eyes

"what do you mean? y/n, what do you mean??" he asked, worried.

"i appreciate that you came back for me. i knew you loved me, but is it really worth living in this world? people will always hurt me. no matter what. it's better if i'm not here. you know it. your viewers don't like me." she smiled sadly

his eyes widened, knowing that she had some sort of weapon or rope, he started searching for it.

"i hope you'll always know i love you for forever."she sobbed

"WHERE IS IT??" he said, tears pouring down his face

she pointed to a small black bottle on the desk in her room.

poison. a quick and painless death.

it was still half-full.

"NO," puffer shouted, "i'm coming with you. i can't be without you. we can be together in the afterlife. then i can show you how much i care for you"

y/n simply cried and hugged him tightly as he chugged the rest of the poison.

"goodbye my love" he whispered as they died in each others arms.

it was a sad day for their friends.

but they knew that they were in the afterlife, living their hopes and dreams. together.

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