CARDIGAN- J. HUGHES

Twenty six

Cause I knew you...

I could barely focus on anything but the feeling of Jack's lips moving aggressively against mine and his hands squeezing my ass so hard there was definitely going to be finger prints. I was tugging at the curls at the bottom of his head, knowing that he liked when I did that, just feeling relief that I was finally going to get what I've been craving from him all day.

He pulled the strings of my top letting it fall into the water, moving one hand from my ass to now cup one of my tits that had been exposed. "Your so fucking irresistible" he groaned quietly against my lips. The more he kissed me and touched me, the more needy I was feeling. I needed more.

I could barely breath as my hips started to rock against his very hard member below me, giving me some friction but not nearly what I needed. "Jack can you please..." I didn't want to say it but he knew what I wanted. What I needed actually.

"I got you baby" he promised with a grin, wasting no time slipping his hand in the front of my bikini bottoms. I had to bite my lip to stop from practically screaming a 'thank you' when he slipped a finger inside, using his thumb to rub along the most sensitive parts. "Fuck I've been wanting to touch you all day and clearly you've been wanting that too" he chuckled, clearly referring to how fucking wet I was already.

"You started it" I breathed out, moving my hips ever so slightly against his fingers because he wasn't giving me nearly enough. He realized and quickly slid another one in, pulling them out only to draw some circles which sent waves of pleasure down my spine before pushing them back in.

"I really wanted to taste you but the hot tub kind of makes that hard" he laughed, kissing my neck in between words. Holy shit that was hot that he said that.

"This is fine" My voice was strained thanks to the feeling of his fingers still moving in and out of me. I grabbed his hair and pulled him from my neck so I could kiss him, feeling him moan into my mouth at the feeling of his hair being tugged. He really has a hair pulling kink he just won't admit it.

He kept working his fingers against me until I was biting down on his shoulder to prevent any sounds from escaping as he brought me to my climax. The relief that spread through my body felt amazing but when he pulled his fingers out I knew I wasn't done. I needed all of him. I kissed down his jaw and to his neck as I reached down and pulled his swim trunks down until his dick sprang up, he was very turned on.

I sat up a bit, just enough so I could line him up with my entrance before sliding down onto him, both of us releasing sighs of content. "Fuck Lily, I've missed this so much" he said shakily, gripping my hips to guide me up and down on him. I couldn't even speak it felt so amazing. "You were made for me, huh?" He groaned quietly.

"Mhm" I hummed in agreement because I was made for him. This right here proved it. He fit so well inside me and made me feel so good that there really was no other explanation.

It didn't take long until I felt him still inside of my before I felt him finish. I also came for the second time thanks to his expert skills. I collapsed against his body, him literally still inside of me but not moving. We were both catching our breath. I laid my head against his shoulder while he rubbed my back, coming down from the high. "You ok?" He eventually whispered.

"Yeah" i replied back just as quietly. Carefully he helped me off him and I slipped my bikini top back on. The jets had been turned off now as the timer ran out so it was really fucking quiet out here. "I can't believe we just fucked in my hot tub" I shook my head in shock.

"I can" he shrugged. "I've been thinking about doing this since last summer" he admitted making my cheeks turn a slight shade of pink. He helped me out of the tub, steadying me as my legs were kind of feeling like jelly and I was also a bit sore. "Well looks like I'm going to the pharmacy again tomorrow" he joked.

"Oh my gosh stop" I covered my face in embarrassment as he laughed.

"I mean I don't have to but we will have a little mini Jack or mini Lily-"

"Your going to the pharmacy" I deadpanned and he put his hands up in surrender.

"Just saying it's an option" he laughed. "I don't want to leave you" he sighed, getting serious.

"It's like 3:30 am Jack" I reminded him.

"Ok? Come stay with me. I want to wake up next to you again" his voice was soft and I couldn't help the warm feeling his sweet words brought me. "I don't even care if everyone know you did. They know our past, I'm sure they know what the future holds for us too. They wouldn't even be surprised" he was being pretty convincing actually.

"I feel like I'll be doing the walk of shame for the rest of the summer" I admitted.

"It's not a one stand stand Lily. I told you how I feel. I love You. I want you. I'm waiting for you." Hearing him say it again, one week later, still felt the same as it did the first time. It felt so good. It was everything I ever wanted. "They all know this. Trust me. I talk to my mom about it all the time, both Luke and Quinn know too. They won't care" he pleaded.

Oh fuck it. I cant say no to him anyway. "Ok" I agreed and he smiled happily. We were quiet as we hurried up to his room, thankfully not waking anyone in the process. Once inside he turned on the shower in the bathroom attached to his room, setting out a tee shirt and sweats for me as well as some gym shorts for himself to sleep in.

I was very happy to shower. I felt so clean and sleepy afterwards. My legs were still a bit jelly like so he helped me get dressed into his clothes before we tucked ourselves into his bed. I felt him slip his arm around me and hold me close to him, my body instinctively melting against him. "I'm sorry Lily. I really am so sorry for everything" he whispered.

I couldn't help the small smile on my lips, I was turned away so he couldn't see but it was there. Things were healing. In this moment it was funny because the only thing I could think of was Taylor Swift's song 'daylight' and realize how perfect it was. I wasn't a zombie living in my own body, only breathing for Jack anymore. I was awake. And he was mine.

"It's ok Jack. Let's just go to bed" I replied just as quietly. "Goodnight"

"Goodnight Lily" he kissed my cheek, tightening his hold on me before I allowed sleep to take over my body.

This was the bed sleep I've had in a really, really long time.