The Beginning Of My End.

Chapter 13.

Who can ever imagine that I could spend the whole night with Aiden.

the thought is unbearable.

It's only half past ten and I'm so tired mentally and physically I still can't walk properly because of those killing high heels I was wearing earlier but I'm thankful for Aiden for giving me that lovely pair of flats and that reminds me that I'll need to talk to him again to give it to him ughh it's exhausting even when I think about it.

I take off my dress and put some comfy clothes on, turn off the light and fall fast asleep.

The morning light fills the room and the alarm keeps ringing it's six and half I'm late again I step out of the bed slowly as I make my way to the toilet but I stop immediately when I feel a slight cramp in my belly oh hell no!! not cramps hell nooo!! that is no good and I'm in a hurry for god's sake.

I take out the usual outfit skinny jeans and a T-shirt, brush my hair and go downstairs. mum already has breakfast done.

By seven I arrive at school I glance here and there till I spot Aiden standing in front of his locker and I though I should give him the shoe I guess?

or should I wait till he comes and asks for them?

but what if he doesn't?

will he even talk to me?

do I even have the guts to talk to him?

Am I ready to talk to him after the last time?

this is very confusing but I find myself walking towards him "Umm H- Hi" I'm shaking.

" hey" his eyes are gazing at me and I find it hard to breathe! oh god breathe Val.

"the shoe..I mean your shoe umm your sister's shoe" can I be more nervous? I can't stop playing with my fingers

"yeah, what about them?" he's still gazing at me and I'm staring at his face unable to move unable to speak and unable to breathe. Why am I so afraid of him, he's acting all nice now isn't he?

" I've your sister's shoe and I want to give them back to you" finally I say a normal logical full sentence.

" okay" he runs his hand through his hair but he never breaks our eye contact so do I.

I open my bag to search for it but my eyes widen when I find nothing but books fuck! I forgot to put them in

shit!

" no problem, maybe after school then" he takes a step back and walk away I'm left alone looking at him disappear into the hallway feeling very ashamed when I shouldn't .

"why?" I whisper, why is he so intimidating?

the bell rings and I'm starving I head to the cafeteria and buy some lunch, I spot my table and it's free yay!

I wouldn't have to go and sit with Aiden again in that room.

when I finish my lunch I walk to the bathroom as fast as possible cause that pain is unbearable now and holy cow I knew it!!! I knew I'm on my period oh please not now, what am I going to do? I don't even have pads.

I don't even have a painkiller this is definitely not my day!

I walk to the nurse and they tell me that I can go home for the rest of the day and the teachers will review the skipped lessons at lunch time tomorrow.

yay! I gather my stuff and leave.

the way home seems endless but finally I'm in my room looking for something comfy to wear, I find a sweat pants and put it on but the waist band was unbearable against my stomach, and my cramps were so GOD DAMN PAINFUL.