The Beginning Of My End.

Chapter 10

Val's POV.

It's 10 PM, It's time to go home for me, i gathered my belongs and changes my clothes.

I took a cab from outside the bar, and whole ride home, I couldn't stop myself from thinking about Aiden, not exactly about him, but about the way he looked, the way he acted, maybe he was just drunk and he doesn't know what he was doing or what he was saying and talking about...

'Well, obviously he was drunk you stupid!'

"Oh come on" I said, I didn't mean to talk out loud but I did, the taxi driver looked at me in his mirror and gave me that weird look, I nodded and said "sorry"

Is it weird to have a fight with your own mind?

'Oh yes, you weirdo', the voice back in my mind said again.

I kept fighting with my mind to stop thinking too much about what I did to Aiden, I really hope he doesn't remember anything that happened today, cause if he did, he won't be so pleased about it, and I can't imagine what would he do to me this time.

The cab stopped outside my house and I took out my keys from my bag and opened the front door quietly making sure to not make so much noises when I stepped inside and closed the door, mum must be sleeping right now...

"I told you before, you can't do that" I heard my mum sayin', well actually whispering but I still could hear her.

"Jesus Christ, there is a thing called law, you know!, things just can't be always like you want, for god's sake"

Okay, really! Who's this? Whom is she talking?... Oh no, is he!

"Val, you're here, welcome back" She turned around and said.

"Yeah, thanks.. Umm, do you need anything?" I kindly asked, so she doesn't feel like it overheard her phone call

"No sweetheart, thank you"

"Okay then, night mum" I just smiled and ran upstairs before she could reply to me.

I took a quick shower and laid on my bed wearing a great sweats and a black long sleeved shirt, I couldn't really sleep with Aiden's heartbreaking image stuck in my head, I should have comforted him...

'No, you shouldn't, he deserve it anyway, think about what he have done to you, stupid fat girl'

I signed and took my phone out of my bag, which was laying on my bed to play some of my favorite music.

UNI by Ed sheeran played, and just hearing his voice made me drift into sleep.

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The next day,

I woke up on a loud noise and it took me like 10 minutes to realise that I slept with my earphones in my ears and my music is still on.

Actually it was 5am, ugh I should be sleeping right now, still have an hour to start prepare for school.. I just headed to bathroom to wash my face and teeth and find any stupid thing to do till 6, I'm not sleepy anymore.

When I found my way to my bed I saw that pink notebook, I totally forgot about it.. obviously I'm gonna waste this hour to learn more about Zoella. I started to read a randoom page cause I really have no idea where I stopped last time.