The Beginning Of My End.

Chapter 6 part (1)

Val's POV.

      It's been four days since I met Zoella . I didn't even take her number or anything , she wanted us to stay strangers , I don't know why , but she said something about how I was nice to her , and that she doesn't want to hurt me ! I don't know what's that supposed to mean .
I went to school today , and I was looking for Aiden . I wanted to thank him for what he did to me , But he didn't come to school in those last four days , I don't know why .
however , I was in my music class , I can't really play any instrument , I can write some songs and sing but no one knows about it 'cause I'm not sure if I have a good voice , and I really don't want attention around me .
After like 10 minutes of the class , we were singing 'All You Need Is Love' when the door opened , and Aiden entered the class , we stopped singing , and Mrs. Juliette said " Mr. Young you're late ! " Aiden smiled weakly , and said " Sorry , won't happen again . Oh and by the way , you can call me Aiden " He smirked at her !
 " Ok Aiden , well next time you'll get detention if you're late again , take a seat " Mrs. Juliette told Aiden with a cold expression on her face .
Aiden was looking for an empty chair and I was trying so hard to hide the chair behind me , then he started to walk towards me . PLEASE don't sit there , PLEASE , PRETTY PLEASE ! He smirked at me , and sat down .
Oh my god! can this class already end !
We kept singing , and I could feel his eyes on me . I don't know if he's looking at me or not but that's really bothering me .
Finally the class ended , and I was about to stand up to leave , but I remembered that I wanted to talk to Aiden . So I went to my locker to put my books , and get my maths notebook and book . I saw Aiden standing in front of his locker , so I took my stuff quickly , and walked towards him , When he saw me , he looked annoyed and kinda angry . I don't know , but he asked " What do you want now ? "
" Ummm N-nothing , I just wanted to thank you for helping me the other night . " I said looking everywhere but his eyes .
" If you want to thank me , you should look into my eyes you know ! " He snapped .
" Y-yeah Sorry , you're right . " I said , looking into his eyes . " I just wanted to say thanks . " I smiled at him .
" Listen to me , OKAY ? " He shouted ! " Just because I helped your pathetic arse just fucking once , doesn't mean that I care about you , So stay the fuck away from me , 'cause I don't want to see your ugly face again " He shouted even louder .
People started to gather around us , and I didn't know what to say , his words were like a knife stabbed in my heart , I didn't know what to do . he looked so angry , and I was scared that he would hurt me . So I took a step back away from him , I don't know what did I do for all of this ! I just wanted to thank him for what he did to me . Is that wrong ?
" I don't know what I did to you , to make you hate me so much ! Why are you so angry at everyone ? one minute you're nice , and the next you're so mean ! what's wrong with you ? did your rich father take your car ? " I snapped at him , and he laughed ! " Oh you think you know me ? " He yelled . " And don't you dare talk about my father , okay ? 'cause h-he ... You know what ? Just FUCK OFF . I hate you . You're so worthless just like Macey said before . Go kill yourself , 'cause no one cares ." He yelled again , and his phone started to ring , while his friends were cheering for him , I don't know how people could see someone get hurt , and they stay still without doing anything !
I felt like my heart had been ripped right out of my body , and that my soul had shattered from his words .
NO one wanted me here .
NO one loved me .
In this moment , I felt hated , pathetic , and alone . With no one here to stand up for me . I stared at his now dark blue eyes without moving away from him again , I'm not afraid of him anymore . He can't hurt me more than he just did " You know what ? " I said calmly , looking him in the eyes , and I continued " It's all my fault , I don't know what I was thinking , I shouldn't have thanked you . Oh , an-and don't worry , you're not gonna see my UGLY face ever again . I'm not gonna bother you anymore . Bye ." I said, with tears in my eyes and he raised his eyebrows looking at me , his phone started to ring again , but he ignored it , I turned around , and started to walk out of the school .
The day isn't over yet , but I decided that I've had enough , so I took the phone out of my pocket and called my mum .