The Beginning Of My End.

Chapter 8

Valentina POV.

       I was on my bed looking at the shelf where the diary was placed, hearing the clock ticking .. it's nearly 10 PM, my bare feet touched the cold clean ground, I walked towards the shelf , took Zoe's diary and went to sit on my bed again and start reading. 

        on 14/5... Nicholas, I cant find the words to describe this amazing creature, since i finally realized that the internet will never offer the life I've always dreamed of, when I finally woke up to see the world, I saw nick, I found him.

          like always people said .. there is someone out there who needs you more than anything, they were right..

          I never expected to find my other half, my soul, but suddenly I did, I don't know how I met him or how he even loves me, it just happened, 14/5 is the day we were official, I cant seem to find sadness with him, everything I do with him makes sense and has a good influence on me, on my life, I even don't bother to think about life, his smile makes butterflies errupt in my stomach. 

Dear diary, I just cant say enough about him, simply he is the one for me, he is perfect.

Anonymous POV.

         2 weeks went by after the last time I went to the bar with them. I didn't even call anyone..

"open the door kid.. u cannot stay like this for long." i heard my mother says behind the door

      I really don't bother and she isn't helping here at all.. i locked the door 4 days ago.. my skin is dry and i can clearly see my bones through my skin I didn't say any word.. never replied mom or dad, since what happened..

I can't forget her, I never will, she was a big part of me. I can't even believe she is gone.

*Flash back*

"I promise I will never leave you." I told her.

"I will never leave you." she whispered, I could barely hear her voice.

"Hey let me down." she said laughing while I was holding her in the air,  "Beg for it ." I told her while spinning her around, "I will never, now let me dooown" she said , still giggling, while I was lifting her up in the air 

        I love seeing her like that, laughing and goofing around like a little cute girl, "Alright alright." I took a deep breath, and put her down on the grass, I sat beside her, she didn't pay attention cause she was looking to the other side, to the shinny sun.

        It's a beautiful day, can't blame her, but she seems like she is in deep thoughts, I looked at her shining hair, while she was laying down looking like a princess, my princess ...

        I ran my fingers through her curls, enjoying every single touch, her hair was smooth and soft, I just kept looking at this beautiful girl, who is mine, I chose to be hers, I chose to love her and look after her and never leave her alone, no matter what.

       I started to move my body a little closer to her, and took her sun glasses off, she turned her head to look at me, I slowly found my fingers moving a section of her hair behind her ear, she smiled, and I was trying hard to take a breath, she looked so beautiful under the sun light .

         I found myself smiling back like an idiot, she is everything to me, I was very close to her, I bet she can hear my heavy breathing, I buried my head in her hair and started to say suddenly " You are beautiful, but not like those girls in magazines, you are beautiful for the way you think, you are beautiful for the sparkle in your eyes when you talk about something you love, you are beautiful for the ability of making people smile when you are sad, you are beautiful deep down to your soul, you are beautiful for being strong, you are beautiful for going through everything with a bright smile on your lips, you are beautiful for the way you are. "