The secrets I hold

Pain is universal

My friends understand what I go through at home. If I didn't have them I probably wouldn't be here. My other half daisy, she's like a sister too me. She goes through a lot at home.

I told her about, my cutting. I was scared at first for the fact that when you let somone in on your deepest secrets. There's no telling how someone would react. They could tell everyone, treat you different. Call you all types of things. But the way they act when you tell them is if you know they were ever a real friend. She reacted like she understood me.

She opened up too me and for that I'm grateful to have a friend like her. She told me that she does cut. I just want to give her a big hug and thank her for being there for me.

I also want to cry because, I don't want to think that someone I'm close with goes through the same type of pain and suffering I do.

I hope she stops cutting, I deal with this because, I have no other Way. But, her i want her to be happy. It really pains me, for her to tell me.

I feel a lot closer to her now, I wish people that I care for didn't deal with the pain I do. But it's life, I guess.