when Love & Death collides

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I got my clothes back from the cleaner and yesterday. Its almost 10am and Im on middleshift at work. I have to be there by 1pm so Im not in a hurry to leave.

I just did a major cleaning spree to distract myself from thoughts of being alone and suicide.

I mentally chastised myself. I already tried it once, when Ethan and I fought but he was quick to bring me down from the beam where I tied the rope.

Then I remembered my dream. I dreamt I slashed my wrists after he jilted me at the altar, but I guess it didnt happen. I woke up wearing my bathrobe to bed. Nakatulog siguro ako kaya di ko naituloy ang balak ko.

Whats even funny is that my water na sa bathtub. I just shake my head and grimaced. Thinking about it now, I was a bit angry at myself. Why do I even bother with hurting myself ?Dapat si Ethan ang sinasaktan ko eh.

I threw out all his leftover things and madw sure theres none left. Katatapos ko lang maligo ng mag ring ang doorbell.

I brushed my hair before I answeres the door. Na shock ako. Nate stood there with his trademark dark clothes.

"Hello." Sabi niya and then he smiled. " hindi ka ba papasok?" Tanung niya.

Umiling ako. "Im on middle shift."

He smiled and said " I'll walk you to work ok?" Natawa naman ako. I just nod my head and ask him to come in.

" Your place is nice. I like it." Sabi niya and I smiled a little.

" thank you. Kunin ko lang yung bag ko. " I told him. I didnt offer hom anything since empty ang pantry ko nakalimutan kong mag grocery. I mentally told myself to do it after my shift.

Perks of living alone. You can always get take outs or cook when you like it.

Tahimik na nakatingin sa kanya si Nate paglabas niya mula sa kwarto.
Sabay na silang lumakad papunta sa coffee shoppe pagkalock niya ng apartment.