Warnings - nudity, PTSD, Self hate
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I wanted to turn and run, to run from all my problems but what good would that do me. I wanted to be with my mates but at the same time something drew me to Leah. Something that Leah had within her that I couldn't put my finger on just yet. It wasn't what Sam did to her and it wasn't who she was destined to be. It was something else, something more and I didn't know what it was and it bugged me. Being away from her bugged me to the core and it pissed me off more. I wanted to know what it was and why I felt this way for her when I had my own mates.
I growled and backed away from Sam as I looked at Paul and then at Matteo. I whined and felt my body phasing back to my human from and Matteo rushed towards me.
"Here love" Matteo said putting his jacket around me
"Thanks Matty" I said softly
"Let's get you inside" Paul said from the other side of me
"Yeah" I said again softly
When we were inside we went straight to my room so I could change and shower and stuff. My bathroom connected to my room so I let them sit in my room and wait for me. When I got into the shower I felt the tears falling down my cheeks and mixing with the water. How could my life be flipped upside down so fucking quickly and so badly too. I lost my boyfriend and friends in a car accident that I was one of two survivors. I then lost that one friend to other people within a few other weeks. The nightmares came and never left, we moved and then I find out I'm a hybrid beast thing.
Not only am I a special witch but I'm also a fucking shapeshifter that turns into a giant ass wolf. I wanted nothing to do with any of this and I had no fucking clue what I was doing either. I didn't know what to do with myself anymore, exactly what am I supposed to do. I finished washing my body and hair then got out and dried off then got dressed in a shirt and shorts of course with matching set of undergarments. I walked out to see Paul and Matteo laughing with one another about something whatever it was.
"Hey gorgeous" Paul said with a smirk
"What's wrong love?" Matteo said instantly standing
"I want to be alone" I said softly
"Baby please talk to us" Paul said
"Fine you want to know what I think, I think that my life is so fucked up because I had the best of friends then I get into a car wreck and am one of two survivors, then my other friend leaves me next I'm forced to move then find out I'm a hybrid freak that has been forced to shift into a giant fucking wolf, lost my one chance at having a friend that I MADE, and now I have to get sleep and most likely have fucking nightmares like every damn night" I shouted my body shaking in anger and sadness
"Oh love" Matteo said stepping closer
"No" I said biting my lip and shaking my head
"Come on baby let's get some rest just us three" Paul said
"I don't want to have nightmares anymore" I cried
Matteo picked me up bridal style and carried me over to lay in between him and Paul. My back was facing Matteo while my face was in Paul's face. I didn't want to dream but I felt nice to be in their arms. I closed my eyes and for once in the past few months I've finally fell into a peaceful sleep.
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The next day
I woke up to arms wrapped around me, I was snuggled between Paul and Matteo. I knew I had school, but it had only been a day since my first shift. Mom said I'd have to be out of school for two weeks then I could return. Something about having to control myself around others but I don't know how to do that really. Not yet at least, we were wolves and if you piss one off it doesn't end well. I got up out of their arms somehow and managed to get towards my bathroom. I heard knocking at my front door so I hesitantly walked over towards it. Fear it was Leah once more but when I saw who it was I groaned in frustration.
"You look different how can you be different so fast?" Jacob asked
"Jake now isn't a good time" I said
"You don't sound sick" he scoffed
"Who told you to come over here?" I snapped
"You have the same tattoo as them" he scoffed
I looked at my arm to notice the tribal mark lay on my arm. I groaned in frustration this kid was going to be the death of me wasn't he.
"Your in their cult now, after everything I told you" he snapped
"Back off Jacob" I snapped
"What are you going to do huh?" He laughed
I shoved him backwards out of anger as he went to shove back both boys stood behind me. They glared at him and he stepped back slowly with fear in his eyes.
"Leave now" Matteo said
"Don't you dare think about touching her do you understand" Paul growled
"Y....yes" Jake said and stormed off
"I had it handled" I snapped
"Do you need an attitude fix?" Matteo
"No I don't have an attitude" I scoffed while rolling my eyes
Suddenly I was pinned to the wall my hands above my head. Matteo was pinning me to the wall with my hands above my head and a hand on my throat with a smirk.
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