Warnings - self harm, death, self hate,
Trinitys POV
I felt like I was floating in a world where things were easier and better. Until it stopped and I felt as though I was falling and at a fast pace too. I screamed for help but no one came to my aid until I saw brightness all around. It was as if I were in a room, a room I didn't know the location of what so ever. What I did notice was Jamie a familiar face and it scared me. Did I succeed in killing myself, did I successfully die at my own hand.
"You shouldn't be here sweetheart" he said rushing to me
"J I can't, I couldn't do it anymore it was too hard" I cried as I hugged him
"You've been through a lot I know, but I watch over you I have since the incident the moment I died I kept watch over you, but you can't be here you need to be with those boys of yours, I might not understand the whole wolf or magic thing but I know your good for more than you know, you can't die because you think they deserve better you are the best they can ever hope for, your loving and kind, funny and smart, your worth every minute of their lives and I know that because that's how I felt about you even if it didn't appear that way all the time I promise I did, you can't let what those two people said bother you because you are more than you know, I'm sorry that you couldn't let me go completely but it's time you do so, be with them and love them with everything you have and they already will do that for you in an instant you know this deep down you know that, you know being here is wrong that leaving them is beyond wrong for everyone, forget what Leah said and just look over her as I do for you, forget what Jared thinks and he's sorry he really is he never meant any of it, heck he was just saying things to piss you off and I know that because that's what he's telling everyone now see" he said then began pointing towards a group of people
They were distant and it felt as though I was watching a movie.
"Come on Jared why would you say that just to piss her off" Paul growled
"I know okay I took it too damn far but if she doesn't make it that's on me Paul and your right it is my fault or part of my fault that she's in there dying all because me and Leah pushed her over the edge, I didn't mean it I love my pack sister more then anything, she's an amazing person and she keeps you calm all the damn time, hell if I wasn't with Kim and you weren't with her I'd never let her go out of my sight because she has a beauty inside and out that no one can top ever and everyone around her knows it that's why they are jealous of her, they want what they can't have and yes I pissed her off for the fun of it but I took it too far and if she doesn't make it that will kill me just as much as it does you, she's family Paul and I'm about to lose someone so wonderful just as you and everyone else is" Jared said
"He cares about me?" I said softly tears in my eyes
"Yes they all do, look Leah's there and Matteo brought his friends and brother to help save you" Jamie said
"But why would they help someone they don't even know?" I asked
"Listen" he said
"Come on love don't die on us" Matteo said
"Come on I haven't gotten to tease you about my brother yet" a boy said
"Hell you don't even know the fun we all had, you can't die because we have to embarrass the shit out of Matteo to you" another guy said
"Come on girly you can't just die when I haven't gotten the chance to gossip with you" a girl said
"You can't die not on our watch, we might not know you but your close to us whether you like it or not, your going to marry my best friend and that's a lot" a boy with platinum blond hair said
"I can't live without you nor can Paul so this spell better work and you better wake up or I'll die without you" Matteo said
"You see they care more than you know, you can't let this go you have to survive trinity, not for yourself but for them, be selfless for once in your life please I'm begging you" Jamie said
"Your right I have so many people that love me and some of them don't even know me yet, I'll fight for myself and them" I said
"Good because it's time to go now" he said
"Forever Jamie remember that" I said
"I haven't forgotten nor will I ever" he said and hugged me
"Jamie before I go" I said
"Yeah" he said
"Did you see the accident I mean like when you died is this what happened?" I asked
"I didn't have anyone to keep me going so no sweetheart this didn't happen for me, all I saw was darkness and now that your happy I see light" he said
"Go find peace please it's all I ask, if I go back you find some peace I'll be okay I know that now" I said
"You do that and I'll keep my promise to find peace" he said
"Deal, it was nice talking to you Jamie but I think it's time I return home" I said
"Goodbye sweetheart forever and always" he said
"Forever and always" I said
Then everything disappeared and I opened my eyes with a gasp, people surrounded me and sighed in relief.
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