She was the Human

Chapter 19 - Living Agian

Matteo's POV

"Come on please let this work" I said

"Cast the spell with me brother" Tom said and held out his hand

I pointed my wand and repeated the spell with Tom as everyone watched us. Well everyone supernatural watched us while the others waited. Suddenly we all watched as trinity gasped for air and her eyes shot open.

"Oh my love" I said and rushed to her side

"Matty" she whispered shocked and sad

"I'm here to pretty girl" Paul said with a weak smile

"I'm sorry I'm so so sorry" she cried

"Shhh it's okay your alive that's what matters" I said

"Umm as much as this whole emotions thing bugs me, I'm Tom riddle Matteo's older brother it's nice to have you back little one" Tom said with a soft grin

"I'm pansy this is Draco, Theo, blaze, Enzo and Daphne" Pansy said

"Hello" Trinity whispered softly but loud enough for us all to hear

"Let's give them some space" Pansy said

I nodded at her and they all left the room by apperating out of the room to give us time alone.
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Trinitys POV

Part of me didn't want to be back, but the bigger part of me wanted nothing more than to be in both my mates arms. I knew Jared didn't mean what he said but he was only amplifying the feelings I had towards myself and the situation at hand. I wanted to feel normal about the whole thing but that wasn't the case and it never would be. Having both Paul and Matteo was something I was going to need to get used to and the world would too. How was having children or getting married going to work if I could even have kids which would suck if I couldn't. After seeing Jamie in my near death experience I wanted to stay. I knew Jared meant no harm in what he was saying either but still.

I was going to forgive him it's just hard to see everyone with one mate and seem so normal and happy. When I'm downright depressed and suicidal it's not very good for me or anyone. I wouldn't blame Paul or Matteo if they wanted to leave me either. I mean come on someone suicidal isn't someone I'd want for a mate either so if they leave I won't blame them.

"I'm sorry" I said tears still falling

"Shh it's ok, we're just happy your alive" Matteo said

"Let me in there please Sam I, I need to make things right" it was Jared

"It's ok you can let him in" I said to Matteo

"Trinity fuck I didn't" Jared began

"I know, I saw and heard you it's hard to explain but I did die, but I came back if it weren't for my friend Jamie convincing me that is" I said softly

"I'm sorry, I don't want you to feel that way, your not a freak it's just different and we all have to get used to that" Jared said

"I know Jared it's ok I swear" I said

"Your lucky she forgave you" Paul said with a growl

"Paul" I said softly and his gaze softened when our eyes connected

"I'll or we'll be right outside ok love" Matteo said pulling Paul along

"Trinity I'm" Jared began

"Jared stop apologizing please, I'm ok aren't I, I mean what you did I never wish upon anyone especially me because of things but it's not ruined things between us we can always work through it and build that relationship back but please stop apologizing" I said

"I will never forgive myself for what I did and what I said to you, but I'll try to stop apologizing for now, but I will tell you it's going to be hard because I got you killed and I'm lucky that Matteo and his friends could bring you back, but if they hadn't I think Paul would of killed me for sure" Jared said

"I'm sure he would, but i understand Jared I do" I said

"But Kim is mad at me too you know" he said

"Yeah?" I asked

"She slapped me upside the head" he said softly

"Makes sense" I chuckled softly

"Yeah but um I was hoping that you'd come back to the pack house and let us help you recover with this, I promise to try and understand your situation with two mates" he said

"Yeah that would be nice" I said

"I know you said to stop apologizing but I truly am sorry again" he said

"Thanks Jared I appreciate it a lot I really do" I said and with that he parted for the moment