She was the Human

Chapter 17 - Death

Warnings - self harm, arguing, self hate, death, suicidal tendencies, suicide
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It was pure bliss as I faded away from reality and the world. Did I want to leave my mates of course not but Jared had a point when he called me a freak. Or hinted at it, and the fact it's weird that I have two mates. And then Leah that's what broke me the most, Leah agreed with everyone else's thoughts. I was a freak who showed up out of nowhere and joined Sam's cult. I have a scar that makes me look uglier then others, I was one of the the only survivors out of my friends. The incident was all over every news station how teens were driving and crashed into a semi truck. That somehow came out of nowhere and only two made it out alive. Important peoples lives were lost that day and part of em wonders if we never thought up the idea.

Then maybe we'd all still be alive but now was my time. I didn't die the first time so maybe this time I could. Maybe this attempt at suicide was the best option for me to make things right that didn't go right during the accident. I wanted to die, I needed to die and not for the sake of what others thought. But because of what I thought about myself and what I was going through. Don't get me wrong I can't imagine what my mates are going through right now and what was happening to them. I never wanted to hurt them or cause them any form of pain all I wanted was to love them. But now I was giving them the choice to make their own choices at love.

I was giving them a chance that they didn't have before. A choice they didn't get to make in the fact they were forced to love me. Now if I made it out of this alive I'm going to be pissed for one reason alone. Them, they deserve better someone who isn't dependent on others or depressed all the time. Someone who can love them right and someone they chose instead of having to deal with being forced to love me. Someone they probably never thought of loving or wanting to be with ever. I'm not the prettiest person out there I know that, and I definitely don't have the best looks with my scars. So maybe leaving them was my best option and deciding that I had to die was the best to make them happy.
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Paul's POV

"Come on don't die on us" I growled as I began doing compressions on her

"Come back to us love please" Matteo pleaded as he brushed a piece of her hair back

She was bleeding outside and inside from a spell she cast upon herself. All because of Jared and Leah it was their fault if she doesn't make it.

"Look what you've done Jared" I growled as Matteo began taking over compressions as the paramedics came rushing in

The pushed us all out of the way even with the thought of her being taken it hurt. I pinned Jared to the wall and began shouting at him as Sam and the others pulled me off.

"If she dies you suffer" I growled

"I didn't mean anything I said I promise you that" he cried out tears falling down his face

"It's a little late for that now isn't it mate" Matteo snapped

"What's going on, oh god" it was Leah

"And you, whatever you've done that upset her this is partly your fault too, she needed a friend she needed you and you abandoned her just as everyone else did that couldn't understand her, you broke her further even after she was already broken, Jared screwed up but you, you were the top of the fucking cake" I shouted at Leah

Tears streamed down her cheeks as she scoffed at me.

"This isn't in any way my fault she joined your guys stupid cult and left me" she shouted

"Stupid cult it ain't a fucking cult Leah" I shouted

"I'm surprised you haven't freaked out completely considering your out of control with anger" she added

"That's it, fuck you leah Clearwater if trinity doesn't make it out alive your worth to everyone around is gone, her parents will hate you, me and Matteo will hate you as will Sam, Emily, Jared, Jacob, Billy, Bella, and everyone else's life she impacted" I snapped and rushed outside
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Matteo's POV

I didn't know what to do except panic for the sake of my mate. I grabbed my phone with shaky hands as I began to dial the number I knew might help.

Call

"Hello brother what's" he began

"Tom she's dying, I don't know what to do she used a blood spell on herself and she's dying I might lose her and I'm fucking freaking out here I don't know what to do or if I can do anything" I said

"Hey it's going to be fine, I'm coming to you stay put and we can try a spell together" he said

"Yeah umm okay yeah we can try" I said
End of call

I didn't know what to do or who else might be able to help me. Tom was my brother older brother and he knew more about dark magic then I did at times. Even though we did learn a lot from our terrible and ruthless father he knew plenty more than I did. I was panicking and I didn't know if my friends would ever get to meet the love of my life. The girl I was paired with from the heavens above and so I called them all of them. They all rushed over to me and tried to comfort me, although I was busy looking for a spell with Tom to counter what she'd done to herself. Pansy helped keep an eye on her as well with Paul who I had yet to explain that to them.

Theo, Enzo, blaze, Daphne and Draco were also here along with some girl from her past. I didn't know what might happen or if I'd lose her forever so I kept hoping she would fight to stay alive. That deep down she didn't want to lose or leave us behind.
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Authors note - sorry for the sadness of the chapter but it had to be done