INVISIBLE PASSIONS : When Hate Becomes Love

CHAPTHR 13 - apology

MEHAK'S POV:

After taunting him i left immediately for sulekha auntie's room,

but i was feeling bad the way i speaked because after all this is too my family now and i never speak with my family like that ,

well i will feel sorry for the tone i used not the words. I never ever shouted on someone like that and that someone is elder than me ...... well school was a different case... the story for some other day

but yeh after I entered mbbs I always tried to be respectful, calm and composed, because you have to deal with the patients of different psychology

But this man he is really a monster and he is testing my tolerance........
Hope it would never break...... if that will break I myself don't know what will happen

and only in half a day he fucked up my mind, well i should not be using these types of abusive words, but in anger i have no controle over me and it's been years i have loosed control over me

Because I really have very bad anger issues well it's a secret nobody knows that , except Riya my school best friend my devrani (sister-in-law)

But I will apologise for my behaviour to him though he doesn't deserve my apology......but I will do my part

Like I am doing from the time i got senses of life

Baki Shivji toh hai he I know that he will always help me like he did till now , well Mujhe Kedarnath bhe Jana hai

As I promised Shiv Ji that after completion of my super speciality course I will come and if possible I will come in between also

As of the place I am stuck I don't think that I would be able to even go outside this place........
Well let's see nobody knows the future

.................

ji auntie ji aapne bulaya tha ... (you called me ?)

SULEKHA: yes baache , firstly i am not your aunti i am your mother call me mother like nonu call, and i called you that here will be your ring searching ritual and muh dekhai rasam so  here are your and nonu's clothes for the event , jewellery bhe hai aur yeh mene special matching Banwai hai

and there will be ladies from our neighbourhood and relatives will also be there so beta don't hesitate when they will ask anything . now go and get ready and handover these clothes to him.....

ji ...... i said

SULEKHA: ji what?

ji..mumma..

SULEKHA: yes that's like my daughter

than sulekha auntie i mean mumma kissed my forhead and i was again going to lion's den, where he will be waiting for me to eat me raw,

SIDDHARTH'S POV:

i was in the room thinking about how to teach mehak a lesson and there she come in the room with some clothes ..... what i heard was unbelievable.........like unbelievable........ she said sorry for her behaviour she specially mentioned tone not the words. well i got little cooldown with her apology , and than she said

MEHAK: actually vo .... vo ...suniye, vo huzoor...vo na..

haaa vo... vo.. ke aage bhe kuch bolo i  speak in the calmest tone which i can speak because she was very nervous while talking to  me ...

MEHAK: mumma ne yeh clothes bheje hai aap ke liye and kaha hai ki aapko tyaar hone ke liye keh du rasmo ke liye...

i unknowingly replied in the cold tone ok, but than i realized and again said that i will get ready in the closet room you get ready here otherwise my family will kick me out of my own house if i will not let there daughter-in-law, dressed properly , and listen don't mistaken my good behaviour that i trust you, or i like you it is nothing like that it is just my family because of whom your are here in my room keep that in your mind that you are nothing to me .......