napkin notes || lashton hemwin

05

good afternoon it hasn't stopped raining since 3am and its currently 3pm...

for the next while the chapters will be in luke's POV because of course ashton was hit by a car ya know???

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Luke

I hit the boy head on and he immediately fell to the ground. I ran out of my car towards him just to see that he had hit his head against the road and that his nose had began bleeding. I picked his body up onto my lap and brushed his hair out of his face, was this even something I could've prevented? I reached into his pockets to see if there was anything I could use to identify him by, I felt a piece of paper that read, "Thank you for hitting me, anonymous. -A.I" 

Everything was spinning around me and I felt as if I was going to pass out, I should've just stayed home even if it was awkward with Calum next to me. I shouldn't have even kissed him and then I wouldn't be left in the situation, its all my fault. I'm not sure what to think, I had called an ambulance and the paramedics recommended I step off to the side and allow them to take care of it. I have his blood on my wraps and I have nothing to do except cry. This is all my fault, the scene just continues to play in my head. I was taken to the hospital as well, they told me I need a check up as well and a change of my wraps. I hoped I wouldn't need my mom this time and that I was able to just call Calum.

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Calum had held my hand in his as we waited for any sign of a doctor outside of Ashton's room, evidently his own family didn't even show up.

"It's not your fault, you know?" Calum's voice was a whisper towards me.

"But it is."

"You even said you found the note."

"It means nothing."

I felt angry that Calum was trying to deny that it was my fault, everyone knew it was. I just wanted to apologize to him, so far there was nothing I could do.

"Hey," the dark haired boy spoke.

"Yeah?"

"Can you scoot closer? It's cold in here."

Just as I did so Calum wrapped his arms around my waist and placed his hands in mine.

"It's okay, I gotcha, Luke. Don't be afraid to fall asleep, I'll wake you up if anything happens."

"You're not mad?"

"At?"

"The kiss."

"Not at all." He smiled and I slowly closed my eyes feeling my best friend's arms on me.

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this chapter is rlly bad and I'm sorry all I think about while writing this is ghost by halsey lmao.

-gabby!!!