Random Crap By Carson

Dang it Carson

I have a very loud mouth, and all of my friends can agree. I curse, am way too sassy, call people names without realizing that I am actually hurting them, and just can't keep my mouth shut. When I say things, I'll get so caught up with what I'n saying that I'm not thinking about what my words really mean. One thing that may be okay and funny in front of my friends, could be offensive to other people. Although I won't know the accurate effect of my words on another person until I have already said the word, I should think ahead. Who knows, the reaction I receive might not be the reaction I was hoping for. I guess I went too long without doing something and facing the consequences. When I finally did get a wake up call, I didn't even say something. However, it was because I did something, took it too far, and got a slap of reality, by literally getting a slap in the face. Did it hurt, hell yeah. Did I deserve it, that answer varies from person to person. My takeaway still stays the same either way; be at least slightly cautious of what you're saying. I'm implying this for myself so I don't become a the meanest person to myself or others. Really, I should have expected something to happen, reality had been way too nice to me before the slap happened. People are always have some sort of reaction to what you've said or done, but those reactions shouldn't haunt me. For myself and for others, I want to be a person who knows what she's doing or talking about. Every action has an effect, and when effect comes, you better be aware of it, Because if you don't, it comes like a slap in the face. What, too soon?