Long Lost Brother

47: Goodbye

When we arrived at the hotel I was the first one out of the van and in the building. I could hear the boys calling after me but I ignored them. I'm not going to sit around and take all the insults Mikey throws at me. I practically kicked the door open and practically tore off my clothes. I ordered a plane ticket for a flight back to London for tomorrow at 9:30 pm and threw my clothes into my suitcase not caring if thy weren't folded. A soft knock on my door snapped me out of my angry packing.

"It's open!" I shouted. Luke shuffled in quietly.

"What?" I asked not turning to face him as I stuffed my suitcase.

"I wanted to ask you to do one more show with us," he replied shyly.

"Why?" I asked raising my voice a little and immediately feeling bad about it afterwards.

"Just to say bye to your fans."

"What time?"

"It ends at 6:00 pm," he replied.

"Indoor or outdoor?" I prodded on.

"Indoor stadium."

"Fine but I'm leaving right after," I said finally zipping up my suitcase.

"Okay," He said and walked back out.

-

The next day I got to my dressing room and changed into clothes for the show with the help of Christina.

"You look so cute!" she squealed clapping her hands at my shorts and sunflower flower crown.

"Christina I got to tell you something," I said as she fixed my bangs up with a bobby pin.

"What's that?" she asked smoothing out the back of my hair. I took a deep breathe and looked at her through the mirror

"This is my last opening," Christina paused and looked at me confused. She shook her head and went back to fixing.

"No it's not you have another tomorrow in Mexico," she laughed.

"I quit," I frowned.

"What? Why? This is a great job," she said gesturing to all the things around me.

"Yeah but Michael-"

"What did Michael do?" she asked stopping all actions.

"He's just been an ass lately."

"Everybody's going to be an ass sweety," she replied shaking her head.

"I know but he's been so mean and ugh! Did you know he called me ugly?" As soon as I finished my second sentence Christina stopped all actions and stared hard at me.

"He did what!?" she screeched.

"I asked him what his problem was and he said it was me and I replied 'mus be one damn sexy problem' but he called me the ugliest thing he had ever seen."

"I'm gonna kill him, I can't believe he said that," she said crossing her arms over her chest.

"Whatever it's done and over with I gotta go but I'll say goodbye after the show," I smiled weakly and stood up.

"No I don't like goodbyes make it an 'until next time'," she said smiling. I nodded and walked out passing by a few people and walking to an area to warm up.

-

Supposedly the acts had been switched around first it would be Jasmine, then me, then 5sos. When I finished I got my earphones and my microphone. I walked onstage behind the curtain that would be lifted when it was time and listened as the person in the headphones counted down from 5.